Paash- by Sawrajbeer

23 mwrc : AxvMfI zmIn

 

svrwjbIr

 

“aunHW kivqwvW dI &Is isr& golI ho skdI sI, kyvl AwpxI izMdgI dI kImq qy hI AslI kivqw dI prK huMdI hY”[

(Awdry vozonsMskI, lUeI AwrgoN dI kivqw bwry)

                Bgq isMG nUM:

prCwvyN Juk jWdy ny, qUM p`g auqwrdw eyN

 

pwS nUM: 

prCwvyN ruk jWdy ny, qUM muskrwauNdw eyN

prCwvyN mu`k jwdy ny

qusIN imldy ho

ieh imlx dI hldI GwtI hY

ieh glv`kVIAW dI suBrwauN hY

sUrjW dy lu`ty SihrW ivc

mINhW dy KMfrW ivc

ieh XwrIAW dw ru`K hY

ieh AxjIvy pwxIAW dw smW hY

ieh Axpwey su&inAW dw fr hY

ijsmW dI A`g ivc bldw

ijsmW dI A`g ivc KoNhdw

ieh KwlI kMDW dw swgr hY

 

pr qusIN imldy ho

AMn qy Aws dy dIvy ny jg pYNdy

A`fIAW ‘c nwc auqrdw hY

kql hoey qwry ny muV AwauNdy

auQy sUrj Xwd dw KMB bx cmkdw hY

EQy ipAwr hY

EQy loA hY

EQy qusIN imldy ho

ieiqhws iek sWvlI lihr hY bx jwdw

bcpn nUM CMfdI kuVI muskrwauNdI hY

EQy glv`kVI hY

EQy pwxIAW dw rks hY

EQy izMdgI hY

EQy mYN hW

EQy qusIN ho

EQy lok ny

kxkW dI iek`l hY

Jony qy mnu`K dI cu`p hY

EQy pr sB kuJ iek`Tw imldw hY

mOq

smW

izMdgI

qy ipAwr

24 mwrc, 1988 dI g`l hY, kuJ idn pihlW mYN pMj Cy mhIinAW bwAd Gr vwps AwieAw sW, ^brW qoN idl Q`k cu`kw sI, 23 mwrc vwly idn SwmIN mYN ^brW nhIN sn suxIAW, svyr dy swFy ku s`q vjy hoxy ny, mYN A^bwr cu`kI qW v`fy A`KrW ‘c pwS dy kql dI ^br sI[ mYnUM nhIN sI pqw ik pwS vwps pMjwb AwieAw hoieAw hY, mYN rox qy Zu`sy nwl Br igAw, myrI mW myry leI nwSqw lY ky AweI sI qy myrw Kwx nUM iblk`l jI nhIN sI, mYnUM vyK ky kihx l`gI “kuJ d`syN vI qW, kI hoieAw hY?” mYN aus nUM kI kihMdw, mYnUM qy bhuq Zusw sI qy mYN mW qy vrH ipAw “kuJ nhIN, bs hux qusIN lok ieh qW nhIN kih skogy ik pwS mirAw nhIN sI”[

 mW nhIN jwxdI ik pwS aus pIVHI nwl sMbMD r`Kdw sI, ijs qoN AsIN kivqw ilKxI is`KI[ s`qrivAW dI pMjwbI SwierI ivc pwS ny nroey rMg Bry sn, iehI nhIN pwS injI qOr qy myry leI iek rh`s, iek buJwrq vWg irhw hY, mYN aus nUM kdI nhIN sI imilAw, pr AwpxIAW fwierIAW qy kivqwvW ivc ijMnIAW g`lW mYN pws nwl kIqIAW hn, Swied AwpxI mihbUb kuVI nUM C`f ky hor iksy nwl nhIN[ ijnHW kivqwvW ivc pwS dw izkr hY aunHW ‘coN bhuqIAW Ajy CpIAW nhIN isvwey ‘guMm Sudw dI FUMf’ dy ijs ivc guMm Sudw pMjwb dI qlwS dw kMm mYN pwS nUM sONpxw cwihAw hY:

 

bVy hI l`Bx hwry ny, bVy hI KojI

pr mYN iks nUM kvHW

AMiMmRqw nUM, pwS nUM pwqr nUM, jW

mnu`K dI mnu`K rih skx dI lwlsw nUM, jW

jIx dI lVweI ivc

mOq ivhwjx dI ip`Cy rih geI, aus dI hI Awdq nUM

 

ieh kivqw 1983 dy A^Ir ivc ilKI geI sI qy mwrc 1984 ivc nvyN zmwny ivc CpI[ audoN hI mYN surjn zirvI horW nwl slwh kIqI ik mYN pwS bwry lyKW di iek lVI ilKxw cwhuMdw hW (ieh lyK Ajy vI ADUry pey hn), ienHW dw ivSw kuJ eydW dw hY-mYnUM ieauN lgdw hY ijvyN pwS ny pihlI vwr pMjwbI kivqw ivc pRoloqwrI nwiek dI sQwpnw kIqI, ieh nwiek pRoloqwrI vI hY qy pMjwbI vI, ies nwiek ivc auh swry AMS hn ijs dI pMjwbI dI klwskI qy AwDuink SwierI ny v`K v`K ih`isAW ivc isrjnw kIqI hY, aus ivc nwQ jogIAW vwlw AlgwE, gurU nwnk dw mwvnvwd, sU&I Albylwpn qy pRgqIvwdI kivqw dy lVwkU qy romWick AMS swry mOjUd hn[ ies qoN auqy pwS dy nwiek ny aus lGU mnu`K dy sMklp nUM nkwirAw jo swfy pRXogvwdI Swier lY ky Awey sn[ pRXogvwdI Swier pRgqIvwdI kivqw dy romWitk hIro nUM s`nAqI qy au~qr-s`nAqI smwj ivc lY jwxw cwhuMdy sn ijhVw ihMdosqwn ivc Ajy hoNd ivc nhIN sI AwieAw[ pwS ny ies nwiek nUM vwps ipMf ilAWdw qy iehnUM Awpxy simAW dy kOVy XQwrQ dI Tos zmIn idqI[ ieQy mYN ieh bihs nhIN krnw cwhWgw, ik pwS dw ieiqhws bwry inrnw ikMnw TIk qy ikMnw Zlq hY, ieh sB g`lW qW cldIAW rihxgIAW, pr ieh s`c hY ik pwS ny Awm lokW dI idn pRqI idn dI lVweI dI mh`qqw nUM pCwixAw qy iehnUM kdy Awpxy juJwrU, kdy Zu`sy Bry qy kdy audws qyvr id`qy[

pr auhdI kivqw qoN pihlW ijhVI g`l mYN krnw cwhuMdw hW, auh qyeI mwrc dy ieq&wk bwry hY[ sqvMjw swl pihlW eysy hI idn pMjwb dw eys sdI dw sB qoN lwflw qy AnoKw pu`q AMgRyzW ny kql kIqw sI, auh muMfw ijs dI mOq swry ihMdosqwn leI vMgwr bx geI sI ijs nUM suBwS cMdr bos ny Bwrq dI ienklwbI Bwvnw dw icMn AwiKAw sI, auh muMfw jo ieiqhws dy pihAW qy eynw qyz dOiVAw sI ik v`fy v`fy mhWrQI ip`Cy rih gey sn[

kuJ eydW hI pwS ny kIqw qy auh ijhVy pIVHI-AMqr dy v`fy isDWqkwr ny, vyK lYx kI &rk AwieAw hY, auh zrw Bgq isMG qy pwS dy ivcwrW qy nzr mwr ky dyKx kuJ m`q Byd hoxgy kuJ ivkws hoieAw hovygw pr aus mqlb ivc AMqr iblku`l nhIN ijvyN auh AwKdy ny[ pwS qy Bgq isMG kI, mnu`Kqw leI lVn vwly lokW dy ivcwrW ivc iek ^ws sWJwpn huMdw hY-aunHW dI lok p`KI Awqmw-AwdmI cwhy eIsw hovy, gurU qyZ bhwdr, cI gvyrw, jW sUirAw syn, ijaux dw iehI slIkw huMdw hY:

 

Du`p vWg DrqI ‘qy iKV jwxw

qy i&r glv`kVI ‘c ismt jwxw

bwrUd vWg BVk au`Txw

qy cONh kMUtW AMdr gUMj jwxw

jIx dw ieho hI slIkw huMdw hy

ipAwr krnw qy jIxw auhnW nUM kdy nhIN Awauxw

ijnHW nUM izMdgI ny bwxIey bxw idqw

 

qy Bgq isMG dy jIx dw iehI slIkw sI, swFy qyeI swlW dI aumr ivc auh pUry dyS leI su&nw qy hkIkq dovyN bx igAw, su&nw ijhnUM hr koeI pwauxw cwhuMdw sI qy hkIkq ijs qoN mUMh nhIN sI moiVAw jw skdw[ auh Du`p vWg iKiVAw qy dyS dy bu`iFAW qy nOjvwnW dIAW glv`kVIAW ivc ismt igAw, auhnUM Brw smJdIAW kuVIAW ny Axpwey suhwg dIAW GoVIAW gweIAW  qy mihbUb bxw ky ^vwb lYx vwlIAW auhdy jwx qy roeIAW[ aunHy mwvW nUM ku`K dy s`c dw sbUq idqw, auh bwrUd vWg BVikAw qy cOhW kMUtW AMdr gUMj igAw[

ienklwbIAW dI zmIn sdw sWJI huMdI hy[ iek ivdvwn ny rUso qy mwrks dy ivcwrW dw AiDAn kridAW ies gl v`l iDAwn duvwieAw hY ik ieh sMjog nhIN ik rUso dy AYylwn (mnu`K Awzwd jMmdw hY, pr hr ikqy auh zMjIrW ivc jkiVAw hoieAw hY) qy kimaUinst mYnI&Ysto dI vMgwr (pRoloqwrIAW kol gvwaux leI kuJ nhIN svwey AwpxIAW zMjIrW dy) ivc iek AwpxI qrHW dI sWJ hY-pdwrQ-vwdI soc dy ivkws dI sWJ[ qy ies qrHW dI sWJ sdw bxI rihMdI hY[ Bgq isMG qy aus dy swQIAW ny nOjvwn Bwrq sBw dy mYnI&Ysto ivc ikhw sI, “AsIN jo  ik purwqn smyN dI tYkislw dI XUnIvristI qy mwn krdy hW, A`j s`iBAwcwr qoN iblku`l kory bYTy hW[ Aqy s`iBAwcwr bxwaux leI au`c-kotI dy swihq dI loV hY Aqy Aijhw swihq iek sWJI qy aun`q bolI qoN bZYr nhIN ricAw jw skdw! A&sos: ik swfy pws ienHW ivcoN kuJ vI nhIN”[ qy ies ivc hYrwnI dI koeI g`l nhIN ik aunHW dw vwrs pwS ienHW pUrinAW qy cilAw qy aus au`c-kotI dy swihq dI rcnw kIqI jo nw isr& swihqk qOr qy v`f-mu`lw hY blik lokW dy vI bVw hI kol hY[

  pwS dw nW pihlI vwr mYN kd suixAw ? Swied nwvIN jw dsvIN ivc pVHdw sW, nvW nvW AMimRqsr AwieAw sW, SihroN bwhr bwZW ivc inkl jWdw sW[ isAwl dy idn sn-dsMbr jnvrI dy, iek muMfw jo myry nwloN kw&I v`fw sI auh vI EQy pVHn AwauNdw sI, mYnUM auhdw nw Xwd nhIN, nwl auh do iqMn fMgr leI AwauNdw sI jo cwlHI KUhW dy ivckwr crdy rihMdy[ auh myry nwl kdI kdI boldw sI, pr jd vI boldw qW bVY ipAwr nwl[ iek idn bYTw pVH irhw sI qW mYN pu`iCAw “BwjI, kI pVHn fhy E ?” qW kihx l`gw [ “AYDr Aw, AYvyN swihq BUSn pVHdw rihMdYN, qYnUM pwS dI kivqw suxwauNdW”[ eys qoN pihlW mYnUM pMjwbI dy aunHW kvIAW bwry pqw sI jo skUl dIAW ikqwbW ivc sn jW krqwr isMG klwsvwlIAw qy kuJ hor Dwrimk kvI ijnHW dw iliKAw myrI zubwn qy sI[ pr eydW dI kivqw mYN pihlI vwr suxI sI ijs ivc ipMf dy moh-vYrwg vwly qs`vr (swfy Kuh qy vsdw r`b nI) nUM qoV ky EQy dI ZrIbI qy ZrIbI dI zlwlq dw izkr sI[ ipMf ivclIAW in`kIAW in`kIAW g`lW sn: kxkW, srpMc, bI. fI. E., Qwxydwr, ipMf dy bu`Fy qy s`QW, j`t qy kwmy mzdUr qy ^wsI au`cI robIlI sur sI, purwxw sB kuJ Fwh ky su&inAW ijhw kuJ nvW bxwaux dI[ mYnUM Xwd hY GsmYlI ijhI loeI dI bu`kL mwrI ru`K nwl FoA lweI bYTw auh vwgI-pwhVU muMfw, isAwl dI Du`p ‘c cmkdw auhdw p`kw rMg, auhdy gMdy pYr, auhdIAW kwlIAW ^wmoS A`KW qy auhdI Awvwz ijauN FolkI qy lgwqwr qWby dI muMdrI dI tuxkwr ho rhI hovy[ qy aus muMfy dy Coty ijhy rswly qoN pVHI aus kivqw ny aus Du`p ivc myry leI auh jwdU bixAw jo A`j qIk myry idl ivc AwlHxw pweI bYTw hY, aus kivqw dw AwlHxw ijs dw kvI aunHW idnW ivc kih irhw sI “mYN roNdU nhIN hW kvI hW, iks qrHW cu`p rih skdw hW”[ mYN nhIN jwxdw auh muMfw rwjnIqk qOr qy srgrm sI jW nhIN Kud ilKdw sI jW nhIN, pr pwS dI kivqw dw rh`s A`j qIk myry leI auhI hY, auh kivqw ijs nUM auho ijhy vwgI –pwhVU muMfy pVH skdy ny, qy myry vrgy ikqwbI kIiVAW nUM kih skdy ny, “kI pVHn fhy E, AYDr AwE quhwnUM pwS dI kivqw pVHweIey”[

qy A`j jd vI mYN pwS dI kivqw qy Bgq isMG dy ivcwr pVHdw hW qW iek hor ieq&wk dI g`l swhmxy AwauNdI hY ik ieh dovyN kuJ smyN leI Awpxy Awpxy simAW dIAW aunHW lihrW dy AMg rhy ijnHW nUM dihSq psMd qihrIkW ikhw jWdw hY[ pr nwl ieh vI ieq&wk hY ik dohW ny Awpxy Awp nUM ies qoN bwhr k`iFAw qy dihSq psMdI dy inrrQk hox nUM pCwixAw[ iehdw izkr kridAW Bgq isMG ny iliKAw “mYN AwpxI pUrI qwkq nwl ieh kihxw cwhuMdw hW ik nw mYN dihSq psMd hW Aqy nw hI sW, isr& ienklwbI jIvn dy cMd idnW dy svwey”[ iek QW auhny i&r ikhw “AwqMkvwd ienklwbI mwniskqw dy jnqw ivc gihry nw jwx bwry pCqwvw hY, iek qrHW nwl  ieh swfI nwkwmXwbI dw iekbwl krnw vI hY”[ mYN nhIN jwxdw pwS ny ikqy eyny cyqMn qOr qy ies s&weI nwl dihSqpsMdI nUM nkwirAw hY jW nhIN, pr ausdIAW ‘swfy simAW ivc’ dIAW kivqwvW nw isr& dihSqpsMdI nUM nkwrdIAW hn, sgoN aus dI soc ivc pYdw hoey dvMDW qy duic`qIAW nUM vI pRgtwauNdIAW hn[ ieh sB bwry ies lyK ivc nhIN iliKAw jw skdw, pr audwhrx vjoN AwpxI iek kivqw ivc auh pwrtI Sbd dy ArQW nUM ivSwl krdw pwrtI dy shI ArQ (Bwv pwrtI isr& Awpxy jW auhnW jmwqW ijnHW dI auh pRqIinDqw krdI hY, leI nhIN sgoN swry smwj qy mnu`Kqw dI ibhqrI, Amn qy muh`bq dI dunIAW vswaux leI lVdI hY) aulIkdw hY:

qYnUM pqw nhIN auh ^qrnwk pwrtI kI krdI hY

EQy Swh kwlIAW rwqW ivc

muh`bq dw iek aunINdrw dsqwvyz

su`qI peI DrqI qy PVPVwauNdw hY

lgwqwr kuryddI hoeI hvw swhvyN

nMgI ih`ky KVn dw islislw hY

EQy hiQAwrW vrgy AwdmI hn

Aqy AwdmIAW vrgy hiQAwr

Asl ivc nw auh AwdmI hn nw hiQAwr

EQy hiQAwrW nwloN AwdmI dy

tu`t rhy Xrwny dI kV kV hY

Asl ivc EQy lok hn

 

Bgq isMG dI mOq nUM icr ho igAw hY qy aus dI mOq pMjwbIAW leI iek mwn qy gOrv dw pRqIibMb bx geI hY, pr pwS huxy igAw hY, auhdw jwxw iek z^m vwkur hY ijs ivc pIV qy drd hY, audwsI hY, nwly pwS hI nhIN, AnykW swQI ny jo ienHW idnW ivc swfw swQ C`f gey ny qy aunHW nUM Xwd kIiqAW bZYr nhIN irhw jWdw[

 

pwS hovy jW p`fw, dIpk jW msqwnw

^Un ‘c iB`jw koeI p`qw hovy

jW AWdrw ‘c jwgdI koeI jVH

hwrW dw icrwZ hovy

jW ij`q dw nwhrw

pr swfIAW bybsIAW dw dIvw jgy qW ikMj jgy ?

moieAW nwl g`l hovy qW ikMj hovy ?

moieAW nwl g`l hovy qW ikMj hovy ? pr jy izMdgI nUM jIxw qy A`gy KVnw hY qW ies audwsI nUM nwl lY ky A`gy KVnw hI pYxw hY, ijnHW leI swfy swQI qy Xwr lVy qy mwry gey[ ieh lVweI AOKI hY, pr iehI izMdgI hY, ies dw izkr kridAW Bgq isMG ny ikhw sI, “jd AsIN ies iksm dy muSikl kMm nUM h`Q ivc ilAw hY qW swnUM iehnUM jwrI r`Kxw cwhIdw hY qy A`gy vDwauxw cwhIdw hY”[ pwS ny ies lVweI nUM jwrI rKx dw pRx ies qrHW ilAw:

 

AsIN lVWgy

ik lVn bwJoN kuJ vI nhIN imldw

AsIN lVWgy

ik hwly q`k lVy ikauN nhIN

AsIN lVWgy

AwpxI szw kbUlx leI

lV ky mr cu`ikAW dI Xwd izMdw r`Kx leI

AsIN lVwgy swQI…..

 

ies lVweI ivc izMdgI qy mOq dovyN hn, ies lVweI ny l`KW lokW nUM nvIN izMdgI idqI hY qy nwl hI pwS qy Bgq isMG ijhy hzwrW swQIAW nUM mOq[ AwpxI mOq dw izkr kridAW Bgq isMG ny ikhw-“smwjvwdI qy srmweydwrI lu`t kuJ idnW dI hY[ ieh jMg nw AsW qoN SurU hoieAw hY qy nw hI swfy jIvn nwl ^qm hovygw[ ieh qW ieiqhwsk kwrnW qy Awly-duAwly psry hwlwq dw zrUrI nqIjw hY[ swfI inmwxI ijhI kurbwnI qW aus ieiqhwsk lVI dI iek kVI hY, ijs nUM jiqn dws dI byimswl kurbwnI ny, ShId BgvqI crn dws jI dI AqI iBAwnk pr piv`qr qy mhwn kurbwnI ny, swfy jrnYl Awzwd dI Swndwr Shwdq ny cwr cMn lwey hn”[ pwS dI kurbwnI vI AijhI hI iek kVI hY[

 

qy pMjwb dy ieiqhws ivc AijhIAW hzwrW kVIAW hn, iek mhwn ivrwsq hY jo sdIAW dw ^UM^wr ieiqhws lMGdI mhwn kUkw, ikrqI, Zdr, AkwlI qy mzdUr- ikswn lihrW q`k phuMcdI hY[ eysy leI mYN 23 mwrc nUM Ax-vMfI zmIn AwiKAw hY-ieh pMjwbIAW dy lhU dI zmIn hY, lhU dI qy izMdgI dI zmIn, ikauNik eydW mrn vwly lok kdy vI izMdgI nUM nhIN nkwrdy[ auh mrdy hI ies kwrn hn ik auh izMdgI nUM byieMqhw ipAwr krdy hn[ Bgq isMG ny izMdgI nUM ieMj Xwd kIqw sI-“dys qy ienswnIAq leI jo kuJ krn dIAW hsrqW myry idl ivc sn, aunHW dw hzwrvW ih`sw vI mYN pUrw nhIN kr sikAw”[ ^udkSI dy sMklp nUM nkwridAW aus AwiKAw sI, “myry vrgw AsUlW dw pwbMd ievyN mrnw hrigz psMd nhIN kr skdw, AsIN qW AwpxI izMdgI dI v`D qoN v`d kImq hwsl krnw cwhuMdy hW”[ qy swfy Swier pwS nUM vI izMdgI dI AijhI Swierwnw locw sI[ AwpxI mihbUbw nUM sMboiDq ho ky aus ny ikhw:

qUM ieh swrw kuJ Bu`l jwvIN myrI dosq

isvw ies qoN

ik mYnUM jIx dI bhuq locw sI

ik mYN gly qIkr izMdgI ivc fu`bxw cwhuMdw sW

myry vI ih`sy dw jIA lYxw, myrI dosq

myry vI ih`sy dw jIA lYxw

ieh izMdgI qy ieh audwsI DrqI dw ichrw hY ijs ivc l`KW ShIdW dy ichry Guliml jWdy hn[ ies qoN auh zmIn pYdw huMdI hY ijQy ibnw iksy fr qy sihm qoN mnu`K ipAwr kr skdw hY qy Awpxw isr auTw ky c`l skdw hY[ ieh zmIn Biv`K ivc XkIn qy zulm A`gy gofy nw tykx dy hOsly dI zmIn hY, ieh ipAwr qy izMdgI dw sMgm krwauNdI hY qy mnu`K dI Awqmw nUM hry AMkur idMdI hY[

ipAwry nvqyj! qUM ^ud srb ihMd nOjvwn sBw dw kwrkun irhw eyN, qUM aus lVweI iv`c Awpxw ih`sw pwieAw, ijs nUM mdn lwl FINgrw, srwBy qy Bgq isMG ny AwrMiBAw sI[ pMjwb dy nOjvwn A`j vI sMGrS iv`c

 

(smyN dy rU-b-rU ivcoN)

 

(23 mwrc ‘qy ivSyS)

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