ਪਾਸ਼ ਦੀ ਡਾਇਰੀ-ਆਪਣੇ ਨਾਲ ਗੱਲਾਂ (ਸੰਪਾਦਕ ਅਮਰਜੀਤ ਚੰਦਨ )

 

 

rwhW ivc kyry Sbd

 

fwierI pwTkW dy sMdrB ivc do qrW dI ho skdI hY: 1) iblkul injI jo lyKk isr& Awpxy Awp nwl ihswb krn leI ilKdw hY, qy 2) jniqk jo lyKk ies nzrIey nwl ilKdw hY ik iksy Fu`kvyN smyN auh Awm jnqw ivc jw skdI hY[ swfI izMdgI ivc kuJ GtnwvW qy ivcwr ies qrW dy huMdy hn jo AsIN kdI vI iksy nwl sWJy krny nhIN cwhuMdy, qy keI  ies qrW dy ijnHW nUM sWJy krn leI AsIN hr vkq sroqy Bwldy iPrdy hW, qy keI kuJ hor ies qrW dy jo AsIN iksy Kws vkq au~pr hI dUijAW nwl sWiJAW krnw cwhuMdy hW[ pwS dI fwierI ivc kuJ g`lW AijhIAW hn jo ieh suJwA pyS krdIAW hn ik pwS dI fwierI au~pr ilKIAW fwierI dIAW do iksmW iv`coN dUjI iksm ivc AwauNdI hY[ ies iksm dI fwierI pwTkW vwsqy lyKk nUM hor nyiVauN smJx dw mOkw pRdwn krdI hY[ ies fwierI dw ieMtrnY~t AMk pyS kridAW mYN hyT ilKy nukqy pyS krny cwhuMdw hW:

  • 1971 qy 1972 dI fwierI dw auqwrw pwS dI fwierI dy pypr AMk iv`coN kIqw igAw hY[ bwkI dy swlW dI fwierI dw auqwrw is~Dw  pwS dI mOilk h`Q ilKq fwierI iv`coN kIqw igAw hY[ jo Sbd pwS ny ilK ky k`ty hoey hn, auh ausy qrW hI kWitAW smyq dy rhy hW[ mOilkqw kwiem r`Kx leI fwierI dI ivAwkrx jW A`KrjoV dIAW “glHqIAW” TIk krn dI gusqw^I vI nw hox dy brwbr hI kIqI geI hY[
  • mOilk fwierI ivc k`t v`F bhuq G`t hY[ ie`QoN mYnUM ieauN jwpdw hY ik pwS fwierI bVw iekwgr icq ho ky ilKdw sI[
  • s&l swihqkwr qy ivigAwnI ivc iek gux sWJw huMdw hY: cIzW qy vrqwirAW dIAW brIkIAW v`l iDAwn dyxw[ pwS dI fwierI qoN ieh spSt hY ik pwS ivc ieh gux bhuq suBwvk rUp ivc mOjUd sI[
  • fwierI qoN spSt hY ik pwS ivc kivqw rcx dw hunr suBwivkqw dI h`d q`k phuMc cu`ikAw sI[ auh jdoN ikMny icr qoN kivqw nw ilK skx dI Awpxy Awp nUM iSkwieq krdw hY qW auh vI kwivk BwSw ivc[

ies fwierI ivc dUijAW nUM pRyrnw qy Awpo AwpxI izMdgI nUM nyiVauN ho ky dyKx leI A`K b^Sx dI SkqI mOjUd hY[

suKpwl
9 sqMbr 2001

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1971

 

A`j dw idn gul dwaUdI dy Pu`lW vrgw sI, mihkoN s`Kxw[ mYN ies coN gulmohr dy nkS Bwldw hW[

 

7 dsMbr 1971
huMgwrw bVI cIz hY[ Du`p sohxI huMdI hY, bhuq sohxI nhIN[ ienI idnIN rwqW dI cwnxI nhIN huMdI[ idn Coty hn pr ruJy hoey[

myry h`Q juVy hoey hn, Kvry kd qoN[ ieh audoN vI juVy hoey huMdy hn jd kMm kr irhw hovW[ h`Q aunW dy vI juVdy hn, bVI klw nwl[ iMeMnw kuJ bhuq hY, myrI rUh dI srSwrI leI[

aunW dw nW mYN keI QwvW qy au`kr id`qw hY, kMDW qy, DrqI auqy, pwxI auqy, hvw auqy, drKqW auqy, Awpxy idl auqy[ hux ieh a`ukirAw igAw hY, iehnUM hux kOx mytygw[

A`DI rwq qk cMn nhIN cVHdw[ lVweI jorW qy hY, lok pRySwn hn[ AjIb ijhI hlcl hY[ aqsukqw hY lokW ivc, lok jo AKbwr qoN dUr hox[ lok jo Awm qOr qy ryfIE vI nhIN suxdy[ AKbwrW jo g`pI hn, ryfIE jo p`KI hY[ lok, jo hnyry ivc sotI mwrdy hn[ lokW dy cyhry cusq hn[ hr bMdy qy vwkPI BrpUrqw dI id`K dw pRBwv pYNdw hY[

rwqW hor vI iBAwnk ho geIAW hn[ idn vyly sB kuJ swDwrn huMdw hY[ AsIN KyqW ivc kMMm krdy hW, Q`k jWdy hW[ pr sdw qwzy, sdw nroey rihMdy hW[ kxkW dy nwly c`pw c`pw ho gey hn[ pihlw pwxI id`qw jwxw SurU ho igAw hY[ svyry sUrj cVHnw bVw sohxw l`gdw hY, DuMd ivc ilpitAw hoieAw[ svyry SwmI TMf kwPI huMdI hY[ dupihrw in~Gw in`Gw[ ipCly idnIN swry hI msrUP rhy hn[ dId dI vI pRwpqI huMdI hY[ iek qs`lI iek ij`q (mwArkw) huMgwrw-AwdmI nUM iml skx vwlw sB qoN v`fw ieSwrw[

22 dsMbr
A`j kl Swied idn nhIN isrP rwq huMdI hY[ smW hY joo swfy ipMf ivc Swied ieqhwisk huMdw hY[ iek iqlkdw ijhw ichrw hY jo vD qoN vD myrI AwpxI hI hkIkq dI imtI qy iqlk skdw hY pr iqlk ky iek imtI qy hI rihxw hY[

23 dsMbr
A`j AKMf pwT dw ivckwrlw idn sI[ idn sI, Aqy rwq sI[

24 dsMbr
qy A`j sI Bog ijvyN koeI ABog hovy[

26 dsMbr
mYN iek Aslwm ijhI h`QW ivc c`ukI iPrdw hW[ ieh l`uCxw vI kI iksmq hY Swied koeI A`j sul`KxI GVI cVHy[ k`l ikRsims sI iek eIsw jo sdw myry nwl quirAw hY, k`l mYNnUM bVw Xwd AwieAw[ mYN eIsw nUM Awpxy nwloN lwh ky sut dyvWgw[
 

27 dsMbr
A`j dw idn gul dwaUdI dy Pu`lW vrgw sI, mihkoN s`Kxw[ mYN ies coN gulmohr dy nkS Bwldw hW[

26 dsMbr ???????
A`j mYN qVp auiTAw sW ?

9 vjy jW 9 1/2, koeI Prk nhIN pYNdw, mYnUM myry BKdy rMgW dw Jlkwrw ipAw[ isrjxw bVI mhwn hUMdI hY[ ieh myry qy kihrvwn ikvyN ho skdI hY ? myrw Jol KwlI nhIN, myrIAW AwhW bWJ nhIN[ rwqIN ieMdr dIAW gwlW suxIAW qy Awpxw auhI irSqw hY[ ieqhws Awpxy Awp nUM muV ky iPr duhrw irhw hY[

Aw gey myry bIqy idnW dI gvwhI dyx vwly

Aw gey kbrW coN su`qy plW nUM jgwaux vwly [

29 dsMbr
aunHW dI Awdq hY swgr ivcoN moqI cux ilAwauxy aunHW dw in`q dw kMm hY, qwirAW dw idl pVHnw…………….[

nINd aus kI hY idmwg aus kw hY, rwqyN aus kI hYN[

qyrI zulPyN ijs ky bwzU pr prySW ho geINN[

A`j dw idn mYN mMg ky ilAw hY[ A`j dy idn dw mYN dyxdwr rhWgw[

30 dsMbr
pRxwm hY[ 11:20 A.M. myry bKiSMd q`kxgy, myry gunwhW dI qVp[

bwq jy bwq hovy qW ibn huMgwry nhIN jcdI[

smW iek`ly pl nwl hI sMbMDq nhIN, pl dy nwl pl qy hor[ hOslw aus dw hovy jW myrw[ hOsly dw koeI swnI nhIN[

pRxwm, pRxwm[

…………………..

*29-30 dsMbr 1971 dy idnW vwly pUry vrky qy pwS ny v`fy A`KrW ivc ieh ilKAw hoieAw[ qyrw bhuq SukrIAw[ -sMpwdk[

1972

 

kdy vI rl skdw hY, myry lhU ivc AdwvW dw ieh GisAw hoieAw ic`Tw[ iksy vI vkq qUPwnW dI sONh Kw skdI hY myry idl dI DrqI[ ieh drd pQrIlw huMdw hY, izMdgI vrgw[ izMdgI jo gulSn nMdw dy nwvl nhIN, phwVI sVk dy vwkur kiTn huMdI hY[

 

 

1 jnvrI
kdI smW sI, mYN Awpxy hr swl dw rIvIaU krdw sW[ A`j vI iek swl mu`k igAw hY, iek ciVHAw hY, pr mYN Awpxy ipCly swl bwry soc nhIN skdw[ rwq dy swFy iqMn vjy hn[ 1972 dI pihlI jnvrI ho cukI hY[ auh swl mubwrk hovy mYNnUM qy myrI DrqI vwilAW nUM[ mYN ies vrHy qoN vDyry hI AwsvMd hW[ ies vrHy Swied mYN kwPI kuJ pRwpq kr lvWgw jo ipCilAW ivc myrI ApRwpqI irhw hY[

kulivMdr, mYN ies vrHy qYNnUM pRwpq krky hI rhWgw[ qyry kol idl dw s`c kihxw idl dI byAdbI hY, s`c dI byAdbI hY[ qyry kol iglw krnw ieSk dI hyTI hY[ jw qUM Skwieq dy kwbl ho ky Aw, Ajy qW myrI hr Skwieq qyry kd qoN ikqy qkVI hY[

kdy vI rl skdw hY, myry lhU ivc AdwvW dw ieh GisAw hoieAw ic`Tw[ iksy vI vkq qUPwnW dI sONh Kw skdI hY myry idl dI DrqI[ ieh drd pQrIlw huMdw hY, izMdgI vrgw[ izMdgI jo gulSn nMdw dy nwvl nhIN, phwVI sVk dy vwkur kiTn huMdI hY[

2 jnvrI
5 p.m.
qyrI zulPyN ijs ky bwzU py prySwn ho geIN[

3 jnvrI
11 p.m.
Ab kuC BI nhIN qyry ichry ky isvw Xwd[

1974

 

dosqW dy nwl qurnw Swied DrqI auqy s`B qoN mwx vwlI cIz hY[
hwly isAwxp ikqy nhIN hY

auj`fqw coN svwd Bwlx dIAW koiSSW ho rhIAW hn[

 

1 jnvrI
ipCly vrHy nUM vdwiegI idMidAW hoieAW mYNnUM du`K ho irhw hY[ ies qrW qW kdy nhIN sI hoieAw[ hux ies swl ny mYQoN dUr hI dUr huMdy jwxw  eyN[

eydUM vI cmkIly qy gtw gt krdy swl myrI izMdgI ivc Awauxgy pr ies vrHy nUM mYN hmySw iek invykly siqkwr nwl Xwd kirAw krWgw[ A`j gurpurb dw Bog sI[ mYN gYr hwzr ho igAw[ pqw nhIN glqI sI ik TIk kIqw sI[ Drmpwl nwl nkodroN muiVAw qW nwl AmrjIq qy prmjIq sn[ lKivMdr horIN Apxy ipMf cly gey[ AsIN bsoN auqry qW jlUs dIAW iqAwrIAW ho rhIAW sn[

AmrjIq dI izMdgI ivc rWgly jSn SurU hoey hn[ mYN aus dI KuSI qy Awpxw du`K AwpxIAW dohW hQylIAW qy Pu`lW vWg itkweI aunHW nwl bYTw irhw[ ipMf ivcoN jlUs dy pVwvW auqy sMK pUrn qy ptwky c`lx dI Awvwz Aw rhI sI AwauNdI rhI[ rwqIN dosq cly gey qW mYN Awpxy AMdrly swkW nUM sMbODq hoieAw[

ipAwrU SrwbI sI[ pqw nhIN kwhqoN bihs irhw sI[ hMs rwj mYNnUM cubwry ivc pw igAw qy auhqoN gYr hwzr hI mYN nINd nUM jw imlAw[ sohxw ArMB hoieAw ey vrHy dw – ?

2 jnvrI
svyry hMs rwj lyt ho igAw sI[ nkodr q`k aus nUM C`fx igAw[ Awp swrw idn AmrjIq nwl ibqwieAw[ SwmIN mYN auhnUM duKI ijhw krky Aw igAw[ cyqn vI A`fy qy imilAw[

ipAwr bwry auhdy bVy AjIb ivcwr hn[ bhuq hI[ Swied auh shI hovy[

Aw ky jIq nwl bVIAW Bwvuk g`lW kIqIAW[

qy rwq Awpxw swrw kuJ lY ky mYNnUM imlx Aw geI[

3 jnvrI
keI vwr mYN bhuq cVHdIAW klW ivc huMdw hW qy kdy Q`ly l`igAw mihsUs krdw hW[ myrI kivqw kdy vI cu`p nhIN hoxI[

A`j rwq bhuq husIn sI[ rwq Br rwq nwl g`lW kIqIAW[ DrqI dI ivSwl syj auqy su`qIAW qryl nUM nwl lY ky su`qI peI kxk nwl[ cwnxI nwl rsI peI tok dy FyrW nwl[ cu`pcwp AnwQ KVy g`ifAW nwl[ inG Aqy TMf ivckwr srh`d bxIAW CMnW nwl[ audws peIAW KurlIAW nwl[ icrW qoN jwxUM isAwxUM kmwdW nwl[ suKwvIN BwA mwrdI ryq nwl[ Awrwm dI nINd kbrW hyT su`qy pey bjurgW nwl[
ieh g`lW jo Awm lok AmlI qOr qy pr AsbMDq rih ky krdy hn mYN qy hMs rwj ny isrP soc ky pr is`iDAW sbMDq ho ky kIqIAW[

rwqIN cUhiVAW dy ivhVy ivc iksy dy pRwhuxw AwieAw hoieAw sI[ Swied auh pySwvr rwgI hoxw eyN[ A`DI rwq qk auh ikMg vjw ky hykW lwauNdw irhw[ p`cI qIh AwdmI ijnHW ivcoN bhuqy nOjvwn sn, b`uklW mwrI cwnxI ivc BuMjy bYTy rhy sn[ pihlW auh ieiqhws ivcoN rwjy rwxIAW, purwxy sUrimAW qy AwSkW dIAW lIlwvW qy totky sxONdw irhw[ AKIr ivc jdoN auhny kljug bwry iek klI suxweI qW sroiqAW dy ihrdy mom vWg pMGr gey[ pr pqw nhIN ikauN swnUM Awpxw hwsw rokx leI auT ky dUr jwxw ipAw[ auhnUM isrP iqMn rupY hoey[ mgroN pqw l`gw ik sroiqAW ‘coN lgpg hryk ny Srwb pIqI hoeI sI pr ivcwrw rwgI soPI hI sMG pwVdw irhw sI[

4 jnvrI
srdI GtxI SurU ey qy kMmW dw vDxw[

gofI ny hwly bVw icr ikswnW dw iDAwn m`lI r`Kxw  ey – pCyqIAW pu`tIAW jW JVno rhIAW mUMgPlIAW Ajy vI peIAW ny[

AOrqW dw gohw kUVw qy rsoeI hr ru`q ivc nhIN mukdy[ AYs DuMd ivc mrdW leI r`sI v`tx dw mOsm irhw sI[ nOjvwnW leI DUxIAW sykx qy isgrtW pIx dw[ Aqy kuVIAW leI du`D co ky ilAwauxw qy rotIAW dyx jwxw ikqy QoVw kMm ey ?

rwqIN grwm syvk rwjkumwr AwieAw hoieAw sI[ sweIN ky cubwry ivc dyr qweIN bYTy rhy[ kuJ SrwbI lokW dy Srwb pIx qy ivAMg kr rhy sn[ aus vyly aunHW dIAW A`KW ivc koeI APlwqUnI  cmk sI[

mgroN hMs rwj nwl QoVw ijhw iek`iTAW bYT ky grIgorI pWqlIeyivc nwl sMboDq hoieAw[

5 jnvrI
svyry DrmvIr AwieAw[ GMtw Br auh m`q numw g`lW nwl myry pVCy lwhuMdw irhw[ A`j auhnUM iek nvW iKqwb id`qw igAw hY-‘imstr iemrwn’ [

kxk gu`fx cilAw sW ik surpq qy auhdw swlw Aw gey[ auh iksy musIbq ‘c sn[ aunHW dy nwl nkodr igAw[ sMDU swhb imly[ aunHW ivc TrMmy, DIrgI Aqy pRqIikirAw dw AjIb sumyl hY[ pqw nhIN smwj AijhI SKsIAq ausrn dI AwigAw ikvyN dy idMdw hY[
AmrjIq Gr nhIN imlAw[ A`fy qy do kuVIAW imlIAW[ mgroN soicAw ik cMgw huMdw jy aunHW nUM nw hI imldw[ bVw kuJ Acwnk hI ho jWdw hY[ mYNnUM ies Acwnk qy kwbU pOxw  cwhIdw hY[

ipCly idnIN myry ivc Awqm Awlocnw dI rucI sKq gYr hwzr rhI hY[ Swied iehdw kwrn myrw vDyry lwlcI ho jwxw hovy[ mYNnUM iesy krky bhuq nukswn svIkwrnw ipAw hY[ hux mYN ies bwry gMBIrqw nwl socWgw[

A`fy qy PiqhjIq vI imilAw[

6 jnvrI
svyry kuldIp rwie ‘swriQkqw’ Aqy ‘Tr`my’ dy ivSy qy g`l kr rhy sn[ mYN cu`p rihxw cwhuMdw sW pr rih nw hoieAw – hr cIz dw mwrksI inrnw lwzmI hY[

Gr AwieAw qW AmrjIq AwieAw bYTw sI[ A`j auh bhuqw duKI nhIN sI[ nkodr jw ky surpq qy auhdy Brw nUM imly[ A`j aunW qoN mYN coKw inrwS hoieAw hW[

iek kwmXwb mnu`K dy Gr gey mYN qy cMdn[ svItI ikMnI gRyt hY[ KuSiksmq vI[ auh ievyN hI rhy[ aunHW nUM rwhul imly! myrIAW Su`B ie`CwvW hI hn isrP-

myrI v`fI icMqw ieh hY ik mYN iksy nw iksy qrW mhInw ku suKI rih lvW[ Awpxy mn dI Awdq bdlx dw svwl hY[ bVw sOKw qy Cotw ijhw svwl[

nkodroN AONidAW b`sy ivcy Drmpwl imilAw[ auhny kuJ kivqwvW suxweIAW[ hy kivqw, r`b qyrI r`iKAw kry[

7 jnvrI

A`j cODvIN hY[

kI mMinAw jw skdw hY ik A`j cODvIN hY pr koeI cwrw nhIN ey[ svyry jIq nwl gMFy lvwey[ inkw inkw kx lIkW iKc iKc ky d`bI jwxw[ ipCWh htI jwxw[
pRimMdr id`lIEN Aw geI[ mYN bVw KuS hW[ G`to G`t koeI qW qyh krn vwlw imilAw[ mYN pirvwrk qOr qy qbwh ho c`ilAw sW[

ipMf ivc lohVI dy gIq mG auTy hn[ iehnW gIqW qoN bVI KuSI imldI ey[ ienHW ivc pirvwrk irSiqAW dy inG qy audwsI dw izkr huMdw ey[ kuVIAW Awpxy QoV icry sbMDW dw Aqy sbMDW auhly mwx dw Aihsws ijqwauNdIAW hn[ muMifAW dy gIqW ivc koeI bhuqI g`l nhIN huMdI[ nwly v`fy muMfy gwauNdy vI nhIN[ ieh swry gIq smwj dI pRspr sWJ Aqy lokW dI AwrQk au`cqw leI qWG ‘coN aupjy hoey hn[

srdI dI ru`q nUM ieMj gIqW nwl ivdwiegI dyxI Swied ieMj hornW mulkW ivc nw huMdw hovy[ ieh ikMnI v`fI g`l hY! kwS, ieMj hr ru`q dy svwgq Aqy ivdwiegI dy gIq hox

8 jnvrI
A`j puMinAW sI qy mYN cMfIgVH igAw hoieAw sI[ AYqkIN cMfIgVH ny myry AMdr koeI kMplYks nhIN bxwieAw[ ieh myry inj dy ivkws dw sbUq hY[ Bgvwn isMG bhuq pVHdw hY[ auhnUM iml ky hor jwnx dI KuqKuqI l`g jWdI hY[ myry nwl jMm ky ieh bMdw mYQoN ikMnw A`gy inkl igAw hY[

rwq suhxI sI[ TMfy TMfy qwry qy cu`p cu`p vgdI hvw cMfIgVH dIAW roSnIAW ivc bhuq Bly lgdy sn[

9 jnvrI
A`j pMjwb Br ivc swry srkwrI qy bhuq swry gYr srkwrI mulwzmW dI hVqwl sI[ hyTly lokW dw eynw eykw mYN pihlI vwr vyK irhw hW[

swrw idn Sihr ivc GuMmy[ cwhW pIqIAW qy swihq dy kMmW Aqy pdwrQk rUp bwry hlky vtWdry hoey[ rwq nUM kumwr ivkl qoN auhdI bhuq blvwn kivqw suxI[

sOx qoN pihlW mYN fwFw bor ho igAw sW ienW pVy ilKy lokW qoN[ mYN ienW ivc vDyry icr nhIN rih skdw[ swfy ivc bhuq G`t kuJ sWJw ey[

10 jnvrI
               SwmIN ipMf A`piVAw[

ApV ky pqw nhIN ikauN audwsI ivc AsIm vwDw hoieAw[ myrw ikqy vI icq nhIN lgdw[

dybU koTy auqy kMm kr irhw sI[
mYN audwsI nwl Guldw hoieAw ikqwbW nUM CyV CwV irhw sW[

iek bolI cyqy Aw geI

ku`iqAw qKwxw qyrw k`K nw rhy

Awhmo swhmxy GrW ‘c kMD kIqI[

ikMnw kuJ PzUUl cu`kI iPr irhw hW mihMgI jhI jwn auqy[ mYNnUM Awpxy Awp qoN bcxw cwhIdw hY[

11 jnvrI
p`qJV Awpxw A`Dw ku kMm kr cu`kI hY[ pr svyirAW dI rOckqw hwly ies qoN nhIN mrI. rwq qW ^Yr pihlW eI in`ky in`ky ctwly, kxkW Aqy kmwdW auqy iqlkdI cwnxI dy Awsry huMdI hY[ rwq nUM koeI kih vI nhIN skdw ik pqJV dI ru`q hY[

boly dI h`tI qy kwvW dw Jurmt dwxy cug irhw hY[ rb jI .-…. pYrW nwl kI iKlwirAw jw irhw hY[ Swied srHoN[ h`QW dI kivqw Bu`l geI ey Swied[

Pyr ikximx SurU ho geI[ inky inky zor dy Srwty[ swrw idn b`dlvweI rhI[ m`lIN cyqn kumwr nUM iml ky AwieAw qy hor bVw kuJ kIqw

rwq nUM jdoN fwierI ilK irhw hW, kuJ qkVw hW[ bwhr kuVIAW dy lohVI gOx dI Avwz Aw rhI hY[ mYN bwhr GuMmx jwxw cwhuMdw hW pr jw nhIN skdw[Kvry kdoN mYN ies iKJ nUM qoV ky su`t skWgw[

roz hI eysy qrW huMdw hY[

idn bVI qyzI nwl guzr c`ly hn

12 jnvrI

lohVI

A`j lohVI hY[ svyry bVIAW cVHdIAW klW ivc sW[ lohVI qy dUjy purbW nwl myrw Bwvuk irSqw myrI mYNnUM duKI vI krdw hY qy KuS vI[
svyry krmU nwl bWgrly KyqW v`l GuMm iPr ky pIqI qy bhuq swrIAW g`lW kIqIAW[ ieh g`lW ies qrW dIAW sn ijvyN izMdgI dIAW AWdrW hox[

auQoN prq ky pihlW b`kry v`Fx vwilAW v`l gey[ vIrU bwzIgr ny bhuq swry b`kry Jtkwey sn qy  auh bVy sihj suBw iK`c iK`c ky K`lW lwh irhw sI[ iPr dupihry sON igAw[ AmrjIq qy prmjIq ny hI mYNnUM Aw ky auTwieAw[

aunHW nUM b`sy cVHwaux ip`CoN ipMf dy muMifAW Aqy v`ifAW dw rMg FMg q`ikAw[ kuVIAW pwQIAW k`TIAW kr rhIAW sn[ muMfy Srwb dy Awhr ivc sn

rwqIN lohVI sykI. kuVIAW dy idl DUhvyN gIq swry ipMf dI iPzw ivc Guly pey sn[ mYN bVw by cYn ho igAw[kuVIAW dy au`T k cly jwx ip`CoN bdl bdl ky lohVI dIAW DUxIAW sykIAW[ muMifAW dI lVweI huMdI huMdI bcI[

A`j rwq byihswb sohxI sI[ qyz hvw qy corI corI Jwkdw cMd[ ikqy ikqy b`dl[ mYNnUM qVky q`k mOsm ny sOx nw id`qw[irkwrf v`j rhy sn[ mYN ikMnw hI icr jzbwqI ho ky guMm suMm irhw[
 
 
 

13 jnvrI

sMgrWd

svyry qVkw eI hoxY ik ikMdI horIN gwauNdIAW hoeIAW pRimMdr nUM s`dx Aw geIAW[ swrIAW kuVIAW byeIN qy nhwaux jw rhIAW sn[ ieh swfy lokW dw byeIN nwl sdIAW purwxw irSqw hY[ bVw suhwxw qy bVw audws[
mYN aunHW dy jwx ip`CoN koTy cVH ky q`ikAw[ DrqI SokmeI cWdnI ivc nhw rhI sI[ iPr ibsqry ‘c pY ky sON nhIN sikAw-iek gIq myry izhn ivc mcdw irhw

ipAwrI sMgqy, AwpW Pyr imlWgy

Pyr imlWgy, AONdy swl nUM imlWgy –

pqw nhIN AwauNdy swl nUM iks iks dw imlx hoxw hY[ r`b jI, mYNnU Awsrw dyeI r`Kxw[

gurduAwry ivc bVy audws ho kyy auqSwh nwl sMgrWd dI hwzrI BrI[ ipAwr nwl guVMd A`KW mYQoN bc rhIAW hn[ Ardws huMdI ivcy eI C`f ky bwhr AwigAw[ ieh kI szw hY ? pqw nhIN kOx piv`qr nhIN irhw[ Agly idnW dI Aws ivc jIxw peygw[

nkodr igAw[ muKqwr qy suirMdr kOr ig`l imly[ mgroN AmrjIq qy prmjIq nwl Fyr icr smW ibqwieAw[ SwmIN kyhrU lMbV ky Kvwjy dy b`krw dy rhy sn[ sMgqW dI pwl ivc bih ky qyjU rwm nwl rotI KwDI[ BIV nUM mwnx dw KUbsUrq mOkw sI.

b`s iek cu`p sI lgI hY… nhIN, audws nhIN

14 jnvrI
svyr qoN sVk qy pihrw l`gw hoieAw hY[ ividAwrQIAW dw srkwr nwl JgVw gMBIr huMdw jw irhw hY[ A`j bhuq swry SihrW ivc lwTI cwrj hoieAw hY[ qy hux pulIs ny ipMfW dy is`Dy swdy AnpVH lokW nUM brCy PVw ky sVkW au`qy b`sW dI rwKI krn leI KVy kr id`qw hY[

au`gI igAw pr nw Drmpwl t`kirAw, nw lKivMdr

icrW qoN jo m`J bhwinAW dw ADwr bxdI sI hux auh sU peI hY[ Dwr iPr iqMn vyly k`FI jwx l`g peI ey[ ieh A`j mYNnUM SwmIN A`fy auqy pihrydwrW kol KVyH nUM pqw l`igAw hY[

auhI gihry nsvwrI rMg dw hyTlw pihrn auhI myrIAW A`KW[ pr h`Q hux dUroN qrsdy hn[

15 jnvrI
svyry s ipMf dy kuJ muMifAW auqy pMcwieq k`TI hoeI sI[ bwhmxW dy mohrI, sUdW dy iSMdI qy ibMdy ny sMqI dIAW byrIAW v`loN ieMdr dI l`kVI corI cu`k ilAWdI sI[ pqw l`gx qy ibMdw vwAdw mwP bx igAw qy swrw kuJ d`s id`qw[

ipMf dy 25% muMfy imQ ky Aqy hor 50% Srwrq vjoN[ jW in`ky in`ky vYl krn leI corIAW kr lYNdy hn[ Awm qOr qy AijhIAW corIAW kdy PVIAW nhIN jWdIAW jW eynIAW ingUxIAW huMdIAW hn ik in`kw ijhw rOlw pY ky hoaU pry ho jWdIAW hn[

pr l`kV dI ieh corI qy ies FwxI nwl sbMDq hor corIAW dw ik`sw ies qoN v`Krw hY[ ieh muMfy Swied Sugl qoN hI SurU hoey hox pr hux corI dw ADwr PYl ky v`fw ho cu`kw hY[isgrt Srwb qoN AgWh vD ky mnorQ rotI qIk pu`j cu`kw hY[

ipMf vwly ienHW nwl ku`qyKwxI krky jurmwnw Tok dyxgy jW puls nUM dy dyxgy[ pr mhIny ku mgroN koeI nvIN corI Pyr mhOl nUM Awm kr deygI[
 

16 jnvrI
svyry iPr auhI pMcwieqI JgVw sI[ vwps AwieAw qW koeI A`fy auqy nkodr jwx nUM KVw sI[ b`s AweI[ rukI[ qy mYN iek`lw bUhy ‘c KVw rih igAw sW

17 jnvrI
swfy ipMf cwr pMj lMbVW dy Gr hn[ auh Awpxy KUh dy qOV ivc lwgo lwgI qUVI dy ku`p bMn lYNdy hn[

aunHW ivc corI dI Awdq AjIb qrIky nwl Gr kIqy hoey hY[ vwh l`gdy p`Ty vI iek dUjy idauN hI v`Fdy hn[ qy pihlI vwrI ku`p nUM h`Q lwaux qoN ibnW kdy vI Apxy ku`p ‘coN qUVI nhIN k`Fdy[ swry ies g`l nUM jwxdy hn qy swry hI vyly kuvyly dUey dy ku`p ‘coN pMfW k`F lYNdy hn[ iek, dUjy dI qUVI curwauNdw hY, dUjw qIjy dI, qIjw cOQy dI qy cOQw pihly dI[ jy kdI r`b sv`bIN koeI do jxy ieko vyly qUVI lYx cly jwx qW iek jxw  Apxy ku`p dy mUMh A`gy inauN ky Skwieq dy lihjy iv`c kihMdw hY:

“Awh beI, swfy ku`p nUM qW koeI vwF hI pweI jWdw[”

“ mYN Awp kdy G`t hI mgrw ljwnw pr ku`p swfw vI A`Dw rih igAw[ Kvry ikhVw BYx mrw jWdw” dUjw boldw hY

qy eysy Awdq ivc auh lwhy nwl qUVI vI CyqI mukw lYNdy hn[ qy mgroN swry GrW nUM ikiqauN irSqydwrW idauN prwlI ilAw ky kuqrnI pYNdI hY[

18 jnvrI
iesy qrW qUVI dI corI dI iek hor Gtnw hoeI[ ipAwry sUd dw v`fw muMfw pwlI Awpxy ku`p ‘coN qUVI k`F irhw sI ik aus ny dUjy pwisauN vI dwqI dI Kr Kr suxI[ auh inkl ky auDr igAw qW vyiKAw iksy ny aus pwsy vI mUMh bxwieAw hoieAw sI[ AMdr viVAw qW kMvl dw muMfw pMf Br irhw sI[

“ Awh jrw ku tokrI ku qUVI dI cwhIdI sI”

 pwlI hYrwn hoieAw ik ies pwisauN A`Dw ku`p KwlI sI[

“qUM tokrI kihnw , qusIN qW == A`Dw ku“p cwr ilAw[

“ mYN qW A`jo eI AwieAW. pihlW pqw nhIN kOx iljWdw irhw[”

muMfy ny Boly BwA jvwb idqw[

19 jnvrI

PYslf

PYslw koeI nhIN huMdw[ izMdgI koeI kwbU Awaux vwlw GoVw nhIN hY[ ieh Awp muhwrw auCldw qy bMdy nUM GsItdw rihMdw hY[
mYN k`l glqI kIqI jo A`j dy s&y auqy PYslw Sbd ilK ilAw[

pqw nhIN ikauN mYN isAwxw nhIN bxdw ?
 

20 jnvrI
cwcy gurmyl dI Awdq hY[ hmySw koeI nw koeI g`l zrUr krygw[ bymqlb vI qy by isr-pYr vI[

kdy khygw-quhwfy p`Ty qW beI sV cly[ pwxI pCV igAw hY

23 mwrc

mwVI dw mylw

ShIdI idvs Bgq isMG

A`j dy mwVI vwly myly nUM KuMJw dyxw myrI AmIrI  dw dIvwlw inkl jwx brwbr hY[
Blw myly nUM ic`ty kpVy pw ky vI jweIdw hY ? so  mYN nhIN igAw –

          hux kOx pu`Cygw?

AOx vwly virHAW ivc koeI nhIN pu`Cygw ik mYN 1974 ivc mwVI dw mylw ikauN nhIN dyiKAw
 

24 mwrc

A`j rwq mYN pRIq ngr sW[

30 mwrc
rwqIN bwhroN AwauNidAW jYml ky bMqy nwl g`lW kr irhw sW. cWdnI frI frI jhI sVk qy qur rhI[ Swied r`b jI dI audwsI dI shylI bx rhI hovy[

svyry mYN rwhW ‘c 0 Pu`l bKyr igAw sW-

ipMf dy tRWs&wrmr ivc iek qoqw vV ky ShId ho igAw hY[ qy auhny pUrI ibjlI Pyhl kIqI hoeI hY[

31 mwrc

svyrw bVw duKdweI huMdw hY[

A`j bVI dyr bwd bwltI qy gMnw q`ky[
svyr gurdyv nUM GroN jgw ky bwhr moV qy KVw sW

1 ApRYl
r`b jI Ajy vwps nhIN Awey[ bwltI ivc coey du`D qy gONNdIAW J`gW dw izkr ho irhw hovygw[ audws svyr Srwb dy nSy ‘c jrw sihx jogI ho jWdI hY[ hor kuJ nhIN

5 ApRYl
Pat. 8 Death – Past. 9 Gurgaddi (fwierI ‘c CipAw hoieAw)

A`TvIN pwqSwhI qW mr ky Cu`t geI

myrI fwierIey, mYN kI krW  myrw qW kuJ vI nhIN bxdw[

12 meI
m`dqW bwd fwierI dI cu`p tu`tI ey[ r`b jI Awp swfy Gr Awey[ b`s Awey[ Awauxw hI sI aunHW[

13 meI
kI ienHW ipCly idnW ‘c kuJ nhIN hoieAw ? r`bw, jy nw hox iesy nUM kihMdy hn qW GtnwvW dw ArQ kI hoieAw—

mYN bhuq swry alJyivAW ‘c Ps igAw hW[ Eey fwiFE – myry qoN ieh ivhu BrIAW nzrW, eIrKw qy pihry htw lE, qy mYNnUM zrw socx idE ik ieSk kI huMdw hY ?

hr pl auqy KMB iKlwrI r`Kx vwlw jnUMn- mYN iesy nUM hI ieSk smJdw Aw irhw hW ?

Akly, mYNnUM mwP krIN! pr qUM kI kI mwP kryNgI[

A`Cw , lokW nUM kxkW GrIN lY Awaux idE[ Pyr g`l krWgy—

19 meI
AwE dyKo koeI myry ipMf dy svyry

c`lidAW KrwsW ivc ipsdy

                qVky dy hnyry

AwE mihsUs kro, rwhW ‘c qurdy rOSnI dy Gyry

22 meI
myry kol isrP myrw cyhrw hY koeI cyhrw

sMboDn koeI nhIN –

DrqI dw J`lw ieSk Swied myrw hY

qy qwhIEN jwpdY

mYN hr cIz auqoN hvw vWgU srsrw ky

                              
lMG
                                       jwvWgw
s`jxoN, myry lMG jwx qoN mgroN vI

myry  ies iPkr dI bWh PVI r`Kxw[

3 jUn
mYN quhwnUM d`sW ?
 

4 jUn
A`j puMinAw ey lwlVIey, qYNnUM puMinAW jW cODvIN dy mqlb pqw hoxy ny[ jy Xwd nhIN rhy qW myrI nzr dIAW isskIAW qoN kdy vI pu`C leIN……………

qYNnUM pqw ey Blw mYN svw A`T ikauN au`iTAw sW ? mYNnUM pMdrW imMtW dI dy Agly BivK dw pqw sI[ mYNnUM pqw  sI  ik auhIE glI dw moV kdI vI by rihm nhIN ho skxw[

20 jUn
A`j qyjU rwm dw ivAwh sI[ sqnwm, hMs rwj qy mYN jnyqy gey[ mgroN ibMdr vI Aw rilAw[

Awlm imilAw[ qy hkIm crndws vI

dupihry AsIN pMj Cy jxy pwsly gey BYx qy piv`qr nUM imlx

eys kuVI nUM iml ky rUh piv`qr ho jWdI hY[ qy gyjo – BYx kihMdI sI auhnUM iglw hY mYN imlx ikauN nhIN igAw[ iks qrW jwvW Blw ?

qyjU rwm ivAwh ilAwieAw hY iksy iksmq vwlI nUM[ dosqW ‘coN mYN ieh pihlw ivAwh dyK sikAw hW —
 
 

23 jUn
A`j ru`q dI pihlI bwrS ho rhI hY[ Es KUbsUrq suPny nUM AwieAW vrHw bIq cu`kw ey qy iPr swrw kuJ bVI iS`dq nwl iks qrW AslIAq ivc vt igAw sI…

au&! nMgI ip`T nUM ies qrW mYNnUM icVwauNxw ik`QoN AwieAw[ Swied ieh myrw Awpxw Awp ey jo iesy qrW hlkw pYxw is`K igAw hY

hux mYN muV au`T ky KVHw hovWgw

Awpxy ipAwr dI vPw nUM sbUiqAW j~PI ‘c lYky mYN AwpxI kImq Awp pvWgw

zmwny ny jo swfIAW kImqW pwauxIAW sI pw id`qIAW

hux iksy AigAwnqw jW iDMgozorI nUM h`k nhIN id`qw jweygw ik swnUM ies qrW zlIl kry qy mukqI dw rwh hux vI sdw vWg ieko hY

igAwn dw rwh, bl dw rwh..-

cubwrw co irhw hY   mYN huxy auqy im`tI lw ky AwieAw hW[ mINh bhuq zorW qy hY Swied swrI rwq c`ly[

A`j pihly mINh dw m`lIAW jw ky mwstr dy kmry ‘c svwgq kIqw [

29 jUn
A`j SwmIN PkIr cMd dy ivAwh auhdy ipMf gey[ ibMdr, hMs rwj, sqnwm, qyjU rwm nwl sn[ dosqW dy nwl qurnw Swied DrqI auqy s`B qoN mwx vwlI cIz hY[

jWidAW hI pIxI SurU kr id`qI[ auP kyfI hwbVI jhI aqsukqw sI s`B  c kwsy ivc[ v`fI loh qy rotIAW pkweIAW jw rhIAW sn[ myrI pCwx DuMdlweI jw rhI sI-ies dI vjHw nSw nhIN koeI sMg BrI iJjk sI. izMdgI ivc kuJ vI Aijhw nhIN huMdw ijs nUM mwixAw nw jw sky qy hux jdoN mYNnUM mihrUmIAW dy swgr ‘coN bwhr AwieAW vrHw ho c`ilAw hY qW mYN ieh g`l hor vI cMgI qrW smJ irhW[

A`j hMs rwj dw swQ C`f id`qw[ hmySw leI[ AsIN hor iek`Ty nhIN rih skdy hW[ ieh pihlw inkwlw hY jo mYN jwx bu`J ky hoS hvws nwl id`qw hY[

mYNnUM Aijhw krnw is`K hI lYxw cwhIdw hY[ s`B kuJ nUM nwl DUMhidAW jwxw iGnwauxI mUrKqw hY[

v&wdwrI ? ies Sbd dy ArQ hwly mYN l`Bxy hn[

30 jUn
A`j jnyqy gey[ pihlW mYN jwx dw ierwdw C`f bYTw sW[ svyry GtnwvW kuJ AYho jhIAW hoeIAW ik lgdw sI ienHW nUM ivcy hI C`f jwxw cMgw rhygw

pr hoxI dw kmwl ik tr`k vwps Aw igAw qy mYN qy sqnwm vI cVH gey[

swrI idhwVI pINdy rhy[ eynw BrpUr idhwVw sI ijvyN koeI idn idhwr hovy[ vDIAw ivAwh q`ikAw hY[ icrW ip`CoN ivAwh dI qwzgI Aqy mh`qqw dw Aihsws hoieAw hY[

hMs rwj qy qyjU rwm iv`cy hI cly gey sn  AsIN rwq rhy[ rwqIN mYN bVIAW byvkUPI BrIAW g`lW bwqW kIqIAW iek j`t Aqy aus Gr dI jvweI nwl[

kuVIAW dw bylgwm puxw cMgw vI hY qy kRihq BrpUr vI[

hwly isAwxp ikqy nhIN hY

auj`fqw coN svwd Bwlx dIAW koiSSW ho rhIAW hn[

A`j Drmpwl dw vI ivAwh sI pr mYQoN jw nhIN hoieAw[
 

1 julweI
au`gI igAw[ Drmpwl dy pirvwr qy nvIN vhutI dIAW PotoAW iK`cIAW[

Drmpwl dy h`QW qy mihMdI iksy mwhr ic`qrkwr dI mInwkwrI vWg cmk rhI sI[

bVI CyqI vwps Aw igAw[

dupihrw sKq sI[ GMtw Br KUh qy irhw motr auqy qUqW dy hyT[

Swied mYN kuJ Bu`l igAw hW[ ikauN ? AYnw kuJ Bu`l ky ikvyN srygw?

8 Agsq
A`j mYN sMq sMDU nwl smJOqw kIqw hY[ swnUM zrUr hI iek dUey dy dosq bxnw cwhIdw hY[ ies qoN ibnW in`jI izMdgI ivc koeI rwh nhIN hY[ vDyry eImwndwr qy cMgy bxn leI smJOqy zrUrI hn – pr isrP ie`zqdwr smJOqy hI[

Swlw, AsIN iek dUjy nUM sdw lwBvMdy rhIey[

              mYNnUM ies qy zrUr kwiem rihxw cwhIdw hY[

9 Agsq
rcnw s`B qoN v`fI hoxI hY[ hor kuJ vI eyfw blvwn nhIN[svwl rcnw nUM svIkwr krn dw hY[ jo kuJ iksy qoN svIkwirAw nhIN jWdw, auho auhdy leI du`K bx jWdw hY[ myry rwh ivc bhuq swry tu`ty Pu`ty lok Awey qy myry leI swbiqAW lMG jwxw hI s`B qoN v`fw sMGrS irhw hY[ eyho myrI rcnw hY

mYN bVI hI sihj nwl AwpxIAW hoxIAW nUM svIkwr ilAw hY[ mYN duKI bhuq G`t hMdw hW qy KuS vI bVw G`t[ mYN auho kuJ hW jo ik mYN nhIN hW[ Aqy jo mYN nhIN hW, auh myrI rcnw nhIN hY, ies leI mYN kdI eys nUM svIkwr jW AsvIkwr krn dw nhIN soicAw[

mYNnUM s`B qoN cMgw kOx l`gdw hY ? Swied koeI vI nhIN[ s`B qoN cMgw iek AwdrS hY , suPnw hY[ cMgw hr koeI huMdw hY[ swDU-GoVw vI qy in`kw cUhVw jW cmnw cODrI vI[ myrI AwpxI hoNd dy kdI cMgw jW mwVw hox dI mh`qqw nhIN hY[ myrI hoNd isrP iek SISw ijs auqy virHAW dy DoiKAW nwl ikqoN ikqoN pwxI au`qr igAw hY[

mYN Ajy vI lokW dy ichirAW nUM cMgI qrW pRqIibMbq krn dI koiSS ‘c hW[

10 Agsq
gorkI kOx sI[ iek mnu`K ? nhIN auh iek smyN dw nW sI[ pRisiQqI dw[

gorkI iksy kmwaU bMdy vWg smyN dIAW idhwVIAW krdw irhw[ qy aus ny jo kuJ vI joiVAw auh iek bMdy dI s`B qoN v`fI AmIrI sI

pr kI iek AmIr bMdy leI eynw inmr hoxw jwiez hY ijnW gorkI sI ? nhIN, swnUM pwblo nyrUdw vrgy lohy dy srIey cwhIdy hn, gorkI vrgIAW qUq dIAW iCtIAW nhIN[

mYN lohy dy srIey nUM AMqW dw psMd krdw hW qy gorkI dIAW khwxIAW nUM vI[ dovyN eyQy myry kmry ivc hn

11 Agsq
mYN socdw hW, rUs ivc jy koeI lYinn nw huMdw qW auQy koeI gorkI pYdw hoxw au`kw hI AsMBv sI[ GtnwvW nUM sMquilq r`K ky smyN nUM A`gy qornw iksy bhuq mhwn isAwsqdwn dw kMm hY[ qy jy smW ieMj nw qurdw, qW gorkI dI mnu`K mwqr cMigAweI pRwikRqk jhI ho ky rih jwxI sI[ aus ny mnu`K ivc eynI smr`Qw nhIN Br skxI sI

Bwrq ivc nvyN ilKwrI gorkI nwl imldy juldy nWA r`Kx dI koiSS kr rhy hn, pr eyQy lYinn ik`Qy hY[ ilKwrI AwKr smyN dw GYNt nhIN pu`t skdy[ mnu`KW nUM muh`bq krnI bhuq AOKI hY qy ies qoN ibnW kuJ vI suijMdVw ricAw nhIN jw skdw[

12 Agsq
muh`bq dw murdw Aihsws myrI fwierI nUM isauNk vWg  KweI jw irhw hY[ Kvry kdoN myrI sucyqnw myry iKlwP lVnw is`KygI[

mYN koeI jvwb nhIN, swry dw swrw svwl hI bx sikAw hW[ rwqIN sMq rwhIN iek hor Tokr KwDI

ieh, kwS AwKrI Tokr hI hovy[AwKr hux mYN A`k cu`kw hW ienHW cIzW qoN[ myrI fwierI, d`s kI ieh kw&I nhI ho igAw?

A`j gu`gw nONvIN hY[ auh mnhUs jhI kuVI vI gu`gw pUjx geI[ pihlW mYN syvIAW cVHw ky AwieAw sW[ k`cI l`sI, myrw ic`q krdw sI pUjw dI QVHI  dy dI QW Awpxy isr qy folH lvW[

brswq qpSW mwrI DrqI nwl ATKylIAW kr rhI hY[ mYN cwhuNdw hW iek vwrI r`j ky mINh pvy[ mINh mYNnUM ies qrW lgdw hY ijvyN koeI ijEmYtrI dI sm`isAw h`l ho rhI hovy[ jW ijvy jlwvqn XwdW dw prqxw hovy…

14 Agsq
Bog dy Slok SurU hox vwly ny[

23 Agsq
lPz iek iek krky izMdgI ‘coN qurdy jw rhy hn

qy myrI kOm qy AwpxI QW qy cu`p dI nmoSI C`f jWdy hn

qyrI Avwz dI koeI c`k Br irhw hY

24 Agsq
r`b jI, A`j myrw &Yslw kr idE

myrI fwierI nUM suhwgx kr idE[ E qrwSy hoey supny – eys qoN pihlW ik myrIAW A`KW sdw leI su`k jwx, A`KW nUM A`KW dy ArQ dy dy- r`b jI, r`b nw kry ik izMdgI ivc mYN kdI eydUM vI v~fI BIK mMgW

kuJ nhIN hoieAw.  pr &Yslw ho hI igAw
mYN kql hoey Kq dw mwqm nhIN krWgw

mYN Bugq c`kI imMnq dI lwS nhIN dyKWgw

mYN Agly ivc nhIN

eysy jnm ivc swry hswnW dw bdlw cukwaux dI koISS krWgw[

mYN Awpxy ipMf nwl moh dw bhuq swrw krzw auqwr cu`kw hW[ qy r`b jI dI iebwdq dy FMgW qoN Srmswr hW[

25 Agsq
luhwrW dy krmy kI hvylI ivc ik`kr dy Pu`l Aqy p`qy ibjlI dI rOSnI ivc cmk rhy hn[

 cMd rwm r`Ky ky cubwry auqoN audws jhI imtmYlI rOSnI su`t irhw hY[ mYN huxy huxy tRwtskI dI “dI stwln skUl AOP PwlsIPIkySn” dw A`D mukw ky hitAw hW[ mn bVw BirAw BirAw hY[ do ku GMty pihlW JIrW dy lVweI ho rhI sI qy bKSo srpMc dy bUhy A`gy qIvIAW dy Jurmt ivc KVI zwro zwr ro rhI sI[ myry qyV cwdr sI qy gl bnYx

qkIey dI KUhI auqy ies JgVy dw &Yslw ipMf dy GVMm cODrI kr rhy sn[ mYN fwFy s`nwty ivc zrw dUr ht ky im`tI dy iek Fyr auqy bYTw sW[ ikMdI AwpxI GtIAw idKwvt nwl aunHW kuVIAW ivc KVI jwhlI auqyjnw dw mzw lY rhI sI..

k`l vwly rumWitk sspYNs dw A`j mYN &Yslw kr id`qw hY[ izMdgI dw qrkSIl FMg eyho hY ik Bwvukqw nUM GtnwvW dy pRqIkrm auqy burI qrW hwvI nw hox id`qw jwvy…

A`j dI vDIAw g`l sI myrw nweIAW dy KUh auqy rotI Kwx jwxw[ auQy prUM vWg AMn pwxI lwieAw igAw sI vfyirAW dI jgHw au`qy[

A`j dI s`B qoN mwVI g`l sI pwsport dI JwkI

Ku`lI hoeI isAwhI dI dvwq Aqy F`kx…

19 sqMbr
EdoN
qW hryk mMnygw
jdoN mYN ic`Ty qwr ‘qy

21 sqMbr
A`j Pyr Awpxy Awp nUM hOlw pwieAw[ hux mYNnUM mw& nhIN kIqw jw skdw[ cMgw hovy ik myry iKlwP koeI h`doN v`D sKq szw dw pRbMD mYN kr lvW[ pr ieh kuJ hI idnW AMdr ho jwxw cwhIdw hY

ieh dUjI vwr hoieAw hY[ auhI nlkw mwsI kI hvylI ivclw[ auhI boly dI h`tI qy auhI bkvws BirAw sB kuJ[ mYN Awpxy AMdrly vDIAw nUM AMdrly GtIAw A`gy goifAW Bwr krn dI vwdI nUM  rUh ‘coN k`F su`txw psMd krWgw[

A`Cw, hux sB kwsy dIAW jVHW r`b nUM idKwlxIAW pYxgIAW

22 sqMbr

rb jI
Artificial

A`j swfy ipMf j`g hY-ipMf dw iek sWJw auqsv

25 sqMbr
E muh`bq dy KYrKwh loko! muh`bq hux iksy mOsm dw nW nhIN irhw —

27 dsMbr
zrw sicAw jwvy qW ipCly iqMnW swlW ivc aus kuVI ny iek vI AijhI g`l nhIN kIqI ijs dw sbMD Akl nwl hovy[ nw Swied mYNnUM hI AijhI g`l qorn dw kdy mOkw id`qw hY[ keI vwrI mYN m`lo zorI vI mYN huMgwrw lYx dy Xqn kIqy qW aus dy au`qr nWh muKI rhy hn  ijvyN hwly kuJ idn pihlW hI aus ny ikhw sI – mYNnUM dyS bwry kuJ nhIN pqw ik ieh kI huMdw hY[ jW A`gy iek vwr drswieAw sI ik lok jo kuJ mMndy hn shI hI huMdw hY[ aus dIAW v`fIAW g`lW ieho sn – ik quhwfy vwl bhuq sohxy hn[- kySI nUM  hux imldy huMdy ho ik nhIN? – iksy nUM pqw qW nhIN l`g igAw ?

jw r`b! hux qW qyry biRhmMfW q`k vI phuMc geI hovygI myrI jhwlq dI boA

1975

 

fwierI ilKxw Awpxy Awp nUM ihswb dyxw vI huMdw hY qy GtnwvW nwl ihswb krnw vI[

 

10 jUn

ies ilKq dw sbMD kyvl 10 jUn Aqy igAwrW jUn(1975) dI ivckwrlI rwq nwl hY[

myrw ipMf A`j vI jn`Aq hY  Awpxy byEVkW audwsI Bry hwdisAW dy bwvjUd vI[
qVky dy muFly crnW ivc AiDENN v`D lok jgrwqy ‘coN auT ky cly gey hn[ mrdW dI igxqI auNj vI pihlW vI AOrqW dy mukwbly bhuq QohVI sI

hux b`cy isrP s`q rih gey hn Aqy jvwnI ‘c pYr r`Kdy A`T muMfy[ iek bzurg rwm r`Kw pqw nhIN nINd qoN duKI hY mhW mweI dy pRym ivc hwly qweI bYTw aUNG irhw hY[ swzW dI qyzI dy nwl auhdIAW A`KW Ku`lH jWdIAW hn Pyr imt jWdIAW hn[ nhIN, auh qW AwpxIAW kuVIAW dy iPkr ivc bYTw hoieAw hY[ nySo horIN jo au`pr bYTIAW hn[ GrdIAW bwhrlIAW imlw ky ku`l vIh AOrqW koiTAW qy bYTIAW rih geIAW hn[ auhnW ieh Swied auh hn ijnHW dy AMD ivSvws ny lwtW vwlI mwqw nwl aunHW dw AMqrIvI ihrdw joiVAW hoieAw hY[

kvwrIAW dI igxqI ds hY Swied[ ienHW ivcoN iqMn pMjvIN jmwq q`k pVHIAW hn[ iek s`qvIN ‘c[ do qIjI ivcoN htIAW hoeIAW Aqy iqMn AnpVH hn[ iek dsvIN ‘c pVH rhI hY[ iemiqhwn dy ky htI hY[
inAwixAW ivcoN iek do CyvIN ivc do s`qvIN ivc Aqy iek nOvIN ivc hY[

v`fy muMifAW ivcoN j`gw, hMsI qy mihMgw iqMny kory Anp`VH hn[ bnwrsI nOvIN ‘coN qy pwl s`qvIN ‘coN hitAw hoieAw hY[ bwgU qy suirMdr kukU nONvI ivc hn[

srpMc ky Gr dy swhmxy mMjw fwh ky qwry Aqy mIqy dIAW vhutIAW bYTIAW hn[ pOxw ku GMtw pihlW ikMdI aunHW koloN au`T ky ik sOx leI au`pr clI geI hY[

rwq eykm dI hox krky hnyrw bhuq sMGxw hY   FweI sO vwt dw blb cUhiVAW dy vyhiVEN bwhr JwkdI fyk nwl tMigAw hoieAw hY Aqy do sO sO dy blb srpMc Aqy dybI ky GrW auqy jg rhy hn[ mwqw rwxI dIAW PotoAW dy swhmxy myz auqy joq jg rhI hY qy imlvW cwnx swfy prCwivAW nUM mwq kwPI gUhVy bxw irhw hY[ cwnx eynw ku hY ik QohV AwpxI CW ivc cMgI qrW JwikAw nhIN jw skdw[ DUP  dI sugMDI pqw nhIN ik`Dr jw rhI hY[

ku`l igxqI ivcoN igAwrW jxy sON cuky hn[ gwaux Aqy vjwaux vwly swry pMdrW hn jo qwrw rwxI dI kQw qIk phuMc gey hn[ iek FolkI vjw irhw hY Aqy iek vwjw, iek CYxy, iek h`Q qwVI, do KVqwlW[ qVky dy pONxy pMj v`j cu`ky hn[mn mrdW ‘coN iksy qy vI BgqI rs nhIN qwrI lw irhw[ Aqy AOrqW ‘coN Swied iek vI ies qoN mukq nhIN[ kQw krn vwly dy hr iPkry dy AMq auqy nwl dy Bgq kih idMdy hn, “jY iSv jI, jY SkqI, jY SMkr—

“g`l v`fI hY mu`K CotVw…..”

10 jUn
rwq dy swFy iqMn vjy[

mukdI g`l ik qjrby ny swbq kIqw hY ik fwierI ilKx leI AwdmI nUM iek ivSyS qrW dI piv`qrqw, lgn Aqy hu`lws cwhIdw hY[ jo ipCly do vrHy myry jIvn ‘c nW dw vI nhIN irhw[ fwierI ilKxw Awpxy Awp nUM ihswb dyxw vI huMdw hY qy GtnwvW nwl ihswb krnw vI

mYNnUM ieh mMnx ‘c sMg nhIN hoxI cwhIdI ik ipCly iqMn cwr vrHy mYN smu`cy qOr qy iek kuVI dy bwry hI socdw irhw hW[ auhdI bu`kl ivc jwx qoN pihlW vI bu`kl ivcly smyN vI Aqy mgroN vI hux q`k[ koeI eydUM v`fI Akl myry mn ‘c nhIN AweI[ mYNnUM mMn lYxw cwhIdw hY ik ipCly C`bI hzwr do sO A`sI GMitAW ivcoN myryy au`nI hzwr s`q sO ds GMty mYN ieko ivAkqI nUM socW dw Durw bxweI r`iKAw hY Aqy ies qrW zwihr huMdw hY ik mnuK kw&I v`fIAW kurbwnIAW suqy is`D hI kr jWdw hY aunHW dy bury Aqy Bly bwry socx qoN ibgYr[ aumr qyzI nwl bIq jWdI hY Aqy mnu`K Acyq qOr qy ies koiSS ivc rihMdw hY ik ies dw G`t qoN G`t lwB auTwieAw jwvy

mYN ipCly fyVH vrHy fwierI nhIN ilK sikAw[ mYN cwhuMdw qW nhIN ik svIkwr krW pr myrI smu`cI SKsIAq eys vkq A`gy mUMh Bwr peI hY[ mYN iek bONgw AwdmI hW Aqy ipCly fyVH vrHy qoN Awpxy Awp nUM v`D qoN v`D hOlw bVI mOj nwl pwieAw hY[ mYN Swied hux mnu`K dy qOr qy bhuq igr cu`kw hW[ eynw igr jwxw mYN Awpxy Awp leI kdy ikAwisAw vI nhIN sI[

hux jd mYN fwierI dy ieh sPy ilK irhw hW[ r`qI JIrI dy Gr swhmxy aunHW v`loN jgrwqw krvwieAw jw irhw hY[ rwq dy swFy iqMn v`jy hn qy mYN huxy hI fwierI ilKx dy i^Awl nwl au`T ky Aw igAw sW[

prsoN svyry mYN mwlVI dy myly qoN rwq AwauNidAW hI sON igAw sW qy GMty do GMty bwd mYNnUM Esy kuVI ny Aw auTwieAw jIhnUM mYN r`b jI kihMdw huMdw hW  Awpxy ipE v`loN iek kMm kihx AweI sI qy mYN iSkvy su`t ky auhdI muskwn A`gy il& igAw[ AKbwr PVwaux l`gI ny keI icr Awpxw h`Q mYQoN nw CufwieAw qy A`j Pyr k`l rwqIN mYN rihMdI ksr vI h`Q joV ky pUrI kr id`qI[ mYN bVI vwrI vwl vwl bicAw hW muh`bq dw jhwlq BirAw AMq krn qoN[ ies leI ik mYQoN Borw Borw v`F hoxw shwirAw nhIN jWdw qy hux Pyr mOkw h`Q ilAw hY[ mYN koiSS krWgw ik jy swfy sbMDW dw AMq hoxw hI hY qW CyqI iksy sUJ BrpUr FMg nwl ho jwvy[

pr dohW hwlqW ivc hI mYN fwierI nUM dubwrw zrUr SurU krWgw[ 
10 jUn 1975

3 Agsq

3 Agust 1975    5 P.M.

cOdW hzwr do sO ATwht GMitAW bwd ieh Alokwr cuMmx mYNnUM Pyr nsIb hoieAw hY[ eynw smW GVI KVoqI hoeI mYNnUM dyKdI rhI hY qy mYN kuJ dw kuJ bx igAw hW[ sqwrW idsMbr 1973 dy qVky cwr vjy vwlI sjIlI DuMd qoN bwd vkq Acwnk A`j dI bdlW BrI suhwxI Swm ivc Aw inkilAw hY[ qy Awpxy iKAwlW ivc grk hoey swFy cwr vjy dy plW nUM Awx CoihAw hY
pqw nhIN kyho ijhw Sgn hY[ hwl dI GVI qW mYN cikRq hI hW[ mYNnUM DMnvwd krnw cwhIdw hY Swied[ pr mYN cu`p hW[ hwl dI GVI b`s KuSI ivc QrQrw irhw hW[



1976

 

myry kol kuJ 
ADUrIAW ieqlwhW hn

iksy nUM koeI vI &qvw 

dyx jogw mYN nhIN hW

myrIAW ieqlwhW dI 
iek ^br bx rhI hY[

(1976 dI fwierI dy AxqrI^q pihly s&y qoN)

 

mYN pIVW qoN B`jxw nhIN aunHW dy ivc lMGdw hoieAw aunHW nUM Srmswr krnw cwhuMdw hW[

 

1 jnvrI
kyfw audws hwdsw ey ik eys vrHy dy pihly idn dI fwierI jylH ivcoN ilKI jw rhI ey[ qy ieh EdUM vI BYVI g`l hY ik fwierI ivc vI kivqw hI ilKI jw rhI hY AslI GtnwvW nhIN[ ikauNik GtnwvW koeI hn hI nhIN[ mYN dohW pwisAW qoN dyS ivroDI-JUTy Aqy hIxy jixAW ivckwr iGirAw hoieAw hW[

eys vrHy dy AwrMB nwl myry AMdr iek AsuKwvW qy pihlI nzry jwpdw ZYr ivigAwnk ivSvws jnm lY irhw hY ik ieslwm Drm ienswnI pCVyvyN qy  jhwlq dI rihMd KUMhd hY[ eydUM burI Aqy n&rq krn Xog koeI vI hor pRcl`q ivcwrDwrw nhIN hY[ mYN Awpxy Awp nUM sYkulr smJdw irhw hW Aqy Ajy vI hW[ ies dy bwvjUd mYN cwhuMdw hW ik AijhI rok lgw dyxI cwhIdI hY ik dunIAw auqy iksy nUM vI muslmwn  bxn dw h`k nw hovy[ ieh g`l –q`Q mYNnUM AYqkIN &weInlweIz krnw ipAw hY[ myry swQI pwiksqwnI kYdIAW ny mYNnUM ieh rwey bxwaun leI ih`k D`kw kIqw hY[

myry nwl dI koTVI ivc isMD hweI kort dw cI& jsits bI.AYs. bydI hY[ auh Awpxy swry igAwn Aqy Dwrimkqw dy bwvjUd pytU hY Aqy pytvwdI vI[ eynw ik nwl idAW nUM iGx Aw skdI hY[ iek pYroN hIxw nkslI hY[

au&, AYs zmwny dy kwmryfW dy idmwZ iks qrW dy bxny sn!

2 jnvrI
fwierI dIAW GtnwvW ienHIN idnIN kI ho skdIAw hn, so kivqw dI KulH lYxI cwhuMdw hW

mYN A`j k`l A^bwrW qoN bhuq frdw hW

zrUr anHW ivc ikqy nw ikqy

kuJ nw hox dI ^br CpI hovygI

Swied qusIN jwxdy nhIN: ik ikMnw iBAwnk hY

ikqy vI kuJ nw hoxw[ lgwqwr nzrW dw h&dy rihxw

qy cIzW dw cu`p cwp lyty rihxw iksy TMfI AOrq vWg

mYNnUM qW s`QW ‘c huMdI g`p S`p vI ieauN lgdI hY

ijvyN iksy JUmxw cwhuMdy ru`K nUM

gu`Cw vlyt ky sON irhw s`p hovy…

mYNnUM fr hY-^wlI kursIAW vWg QuVI QuVI idsdI

ieh dunIAw swfy bwry kI kuJ ault pult socdI hovygI

A&sos hY ik sdIAW bIq geIAW hn

rotI-kMm qy isvy Ajy vI smJdy hoxy ny

ik AsIN ienHW dI ^wiqr hI hW-

mYN aulJn ivc hW ik ikvyN smJwvW

sMgwaU svyirAW nUM

jQybMd rwqW qy bIBIAW AwQxW nUM

AsIN koeI ienHW qoN slwmI lYx nhIN Awey

3 jnvrI
qy hwx nUM hwx ijhw kuJ ik`Qy hY

jo j`PI leI  Ku`lIAW bwhW qoN

b`s h`Q Br qy mylHdw rhy…

A`j k`l hwdsy vI imldy ny qW ieauN
ijvyN koeI hONkdw hoieAw buVHw

rMfI dI pOVI cVHy

kuJ ies qrW dw ikauN nhIN hY

ijvyN iksy pihlI nUM koeI pihlw imldw hY…

Blw ikQoN ku qIk jweygw
iek isMgW vwlI kbr A`gy dOVdw hoieAw

mhwqmW lokW dw vroswieAw ieh mulk!

Aw^r kdoN prqWgy GtnwvW vWg vwpr rhy GrW ‘c

AsIN jIx qy KVky qoN jlwvqn hoey lok

qy bih ky DUxIAW qy kd suxWgy

mjwjx A`g dIAW g`lW[…

4 jnvrI
iksy nw iksy idn zrUr AwpxIAW cuMmIAW nwl

AsIN mOsm dIAW g`lHW qy ctwk pwvWgy

qy ieMj AMbr hux vWg Byq Bry nhIN rihxgy

Aqy swrI dI swrI DrqI

iek AjIoO grIb AKbwr bxygI

jis ivc bhuq kuJ hovx dIAW KbrW

CipAw krngIAW[

iksy nw iksy idn[
 

5 jnvrI
myry ipMf ikqy rwq brwqy mYNnUM imlx Aw

jd jylH dy guMmt qy bYTI dihSq qy jhwlq dI murZI

Awpxy prW nUM smyt lYNdI hY

isr& sMqrI jwgdy hoxgy-aunHW dw kI hY

qUM ies qrW AweIN nw,

ijvyN bldy isvy qoN byKbr lMG AwauNdw hY pirMdw koeI[

qy C`qI c`kIAW kol Aw ky pu`CIN

myrw auh nzrbMd ik`Qy hY ijs dI nzr

ijvyN C`pV ‘c qrdw inMml dupihrw huMdI sI[

pr ik`Qy- qyry kol AYnI ivhl kd hoxI hY qyry kol

qUM qW ruJw hoeyNgw hvw nUM ruK isr krn ‘c

qw ik qUVIAW dy mu`kx qoN pihlW

mUMgPlIAW dI aufweI ho sky[

qy aunHW b`icAW leI ryqw ivCw irhw hovyNgw

ijnHW lvIAW lvIAW auNglW nwl aUVw pOxw is`Kxw hY

qy aumr Br aUVy dy ic`bW ‘coN

Cufw nhIN skxw sMswr Awpxw[

myry ipMf qyrIAW rohIAW ivc qW isMm rhI hovygI

muV muV EhilAW nUM q`kdIAW qy sMg jWdIAW

kuVIAW dI AkVWd

jo Ajy AYqkIN jvwn hoeIAW[

6 jnvrI
qUM qW cux irhw hovyNgw aus hwsy dIAW kMkrW

jo aunHW coBrW dy hoTW auqy iqVk igAw

ijnHW dIAW AYs qrW kuVmweIAW Cu`t geIAW

ik ijvyN kSIdx l`igAW iqAwr hoeI lwhx dw

GVw tu`t jwvy..

qUM AwKr ipMf eyN; koeI suhjvwdI Swier nhIN
jo ies &zUl jhy sMsy ‘c ruiJAw rhyN

ik Kvry ikMny huMdy hn-do qy do[

qYnUM qW pqw hY ik do qy do jy cwr nhIN bxdy

qW iC`l qrwS ky krny hI pYxgy[

qUM sUrmgqI dI bVHk eyN myry ipMf

eyQy nw hI AwvIN cor ijhw bx ky

mYN AwpUM hI iksy idn prq AwvWgw

7 jnvrI
myrw qW hox hI nhIN hY

qyry ic`kV ivc iqlkIAW hoeIAW pYVW nUM q`kx qoN ibnw

qyry jTyirAW dI mtI au`qy

dIivAW nwl iml ky iJlimlwaux qoN ibnW[

mYN Blw ikMj rhWgw

sWJy QVHy auqy k`c BMnx qoN

ij`Qy hwry hoey buiVHAW ny bih ky

piv`qr scweIAW dIAW g`lW krnIAW hn…

11 jnvrI
svyry DuMd bhuq gwhVI sI[ virHAW bwd ipMf dy igrdy vsI hoeI KOPnwk iKLwA dI QW ku`J BirAw BirAw imilAw hY[ sVk qy GuMmx qoN bwd ipMf vIVAw[ KulHI bwrI ivcoN b`qI jgx nwl rOsnI JlkI[ svyry dI muskwn Swied J`lI nw jWdI pr AMdrlI iKlwA EdUM vI fwFI sI[

Swm qIk bWgr jw ky AiDAwpk dI kxk g`ufdy rhy] mYNnUM qs`lI hY ik kMm nwl myrw AMqW dw moh hwlI q`k kwiem hY[ pihlW gurdyv qy GroN cwh pINdw hoieAw in`kilAw qW Swied mYNnUM hI C`j ivc pw ky C`itAw jw irhw sI

mgroN kWgxy gey[ drbwrw isMG bhuq pCV ky Awey sn[ qd qweIN nihr Aqy bwgW ivc GuMmy

DUxIAW bwl ky sykIAW[ igAwrW vjy dy nyVy qyVy vwps ipMf phuMc hoieAw

12 jnvrI
A`j mINh vwlw idn sI[ Aijhy idnW dw mYN bhuq Bu`Kw hW[ myrI swrI izMdgI hI Kvry mINh dI aufIk hY[

13 jnvrI
lohVI dw iqEhwr Awpxy Asly vjoN swfy dyS dy swDwrx mnuK dI hoxI vwlw hY[ iksy nUM vI ies dy ieiqhws dw pqw nhIN[ iehdy kol vrqmwn qoN ibnW kuJ nhIN-iehdy Biv`K bwry socxw aUt ptWg ijhw lgdw hY[

hr vwrI kuVIAW DUxI qoN au`Tx qoN pihlW gIq gwauNdIAW hn-‘ ipAwrI sMgqy AwpW Pyr imlWgy, Pyr imlWgy dUjI vwr imlWgy, Pyr imlWgy AwauNdy swl nUM…’ jW iek hor gIq pihlW gwieAw jWdw hY, ‘myrI P`tI auqy rwm qy gupwl ilK dy..myrI P`tI au`qy, pr iksy nw iksy swl iksy dI P`tI auqy koeI lkVbGdw ilK id`qw jWdw hY qy bwkI dIAW kuVIAW Pyr gwauNdIAW hn “AwpW Pyr imlWgy”[ Asl ivc Pyr imlx dI g`l iek suinhrI Brm hY inrw, Pyr kdI nhIN imilAw jWdw[ Pyr imldy hn jo-auh hor huMdy hn, pihly vwly nhIN[

muMifAW leI ieh iqEhwr ^qm ho irhw hY[ aunHW dy krn vwlw kuJ nhIN hY, nw gwauNdy hn  nw syk skdy hn[ dwrU qy mws ivcoN aunHw nUM lohVI nhIN l`B skdI[ ieh qW iksy kuVm Awey qy vI ho skdw hY[ mYN muMifAW dI audwsI ivc Swml huMdw hW Aqy ies nwl Asihmq huMdw hW[ rwqIN AsIN bwhr it`ibAW qy jw ky bolIAW pweIAW[ A`j Srwb nhIN pIqI[ swrI rwq iek`lw jwg ipMf dIAW suMnIAW C`f id`qIAW geIAW DUxIAW nUM vwro vwrI sykdw irhw hW[
 

14 jnvrI (sMgRWd)
svyry pMj v`jy qW BweI dy muMfy GroN inkly[ aus qoN pihlW hI mYN gurdvwry jw ky su`qy pey r`b nUM jgw AwieAw sW[ aunHW dy nwl muV gurdvwry AwieAw[ mwG mhIny dw Sbd gwieAw qyy iPr vrijS vwsqy mwlS krn qoN bwd sVk qy inkl AwieAw[ dOV qoN mgroN motr qy jw ky nhwqw[ jd mYN nhw irhw sW qw kuVIAW dw pihlw tolw byNeI nhwaux leI sVk qoN gwauNdw hoieAw lMiGAw[

DuMd dIAW qxwvW ivcoN mwGI dw sUrj msW Awpxy Awp nUM Cufw sikAw hY[ myrw ipMf ijvyN iksy dy byhoS pey Gwiel dw v`fw swrw isr hovy ijs auqy ik sUrj dw v`fw swrw PYhw r`K ky DuMd dI p`tI bMnH id`qI geI hY[ ipMf dIAW l`gpg swrIAW kuVIAW byeIN auqy mwGI nhwaux geIAW hoeIAW hn[ jd auh muVngIAW qW purwxy Aqy is`Dy swdy Dwrimk gIqW ivc aunHW dI Awvwz hor vI in`KrI hoeI hovygI[ kuVIAW dy mwsUm XkIn ny hI byeIN dy XK TMfy Aqy swDwrn pwxI nUM piv`qr smr`Qw b^S id`qI hoeygI[ kuVIAW AwauxgIAW qy v`fy swry isr vwlw byhoS ivAkqI surq PVnI SurU krygw[

15 jnvrI
svyry bwhroN Aw irhw sW qW jIqU dy Gr kol sVkoN auqridAW hI fr`m nwl Tokr l`gI pr ifgx qoN pihlW hI sUrj myrIAw A`Kw ivc ipAw muskrwauNdw hoieAw   ies qrW svwrI krdI hoeI inDW BrI bwltI icr bwd Sgn bxI hY[

16 jnvrI
svyry vrizS qoN bwd kxIAw myry ipMfy nUM Kihx AweIAW[ nhwauxw cMgw hY, pr nhw ky pVHnw bhuq cMgw hY[

17 jnvrI
svyry PgvwVyy jwx qoN pihlW &kIrcMd nUM nkodr imilAw[ SmSyr kol a`ucI bsI auhdy Brw kol rwq rhy[ gurqyj auhdI BUAw dw muMfw knyifauN ivAwh krwaux AwieAw hY[

r`b kry ik swry ivdySIN rihx vwly pMjwbI muMifAW dy ivAwh dw jYhxw CyqI mu`k jwvy[ eyQy sm`isAwvW qW nw KVIAW hox[ ieh lok pqw nhIN cMgw kr rhy ny ik burw[ pr eyDr iek AjIb gMDwlw pY irh

18 jnvrI
svyry DuMd sI[ jMgl iksy huiSAwr sYnk vWg sI jo swnUM duSmx imQ ky Bulwvw dy irhw hovy[ rxjIq ngr jlMDr ivc iek rItwierf bu`Fy dI pYsyy Aqy ipliply styts pRqI iGnOxI Bu`K qoN AYnI n&rq AweI ik jIx qoN iGrxw hox l`gI[

dupihr do vjy

19 jnvrI
A`j nkodr AYs fI AYm nUM ilx jwxw sI. Awpxy JgVy dy sbMD ivc[ jo iksy nwl vI nhIN hoieAw[ bwzwr ivc lKivMdr , AMbw qy mYN jw rhy sW ik kyvl SMkrIAw imilAw Awpxy Bry Bry suBwA Aqy hlky Pulky mzwkW nwl[ vwps AwauNidAW q`k f`kI vI Aw igAw[

rwqIN hnyry pey q`k nINvINAW m`lIAW qy Awpxy ipMf ivckwrly imt cu`ky rwh dI kxkW ivcoN snwKq krdw irhw[ cMd hux icrokw ho igAw hY[ rwqIN hMs rwj kol bYT ky gipAw irhw sW qW jIq qy dlvIr kzwk bxy Aw phuMcy[ iek vjy q`k myry ipMf ‘c cihl kdmI dIAW AwvwzW AwauNdIAW rhIAW[ mYN AslI mnu`K dI vwrqw nUM Pyr pVH irhw hW[ Swied ieh pMjvIN

20 jnvrI
smu`cy qOr qy A`j iek burw idn sI[ AwdmI nUM bMdw bx ky rihxw cwhIdw hI nhIN, ieh auhdw v`fw &rz hY[

mYN swlw pSU hW[ mYN iksy vI vkq ikMnw vI GtIAw ho skdw hW[ qy ieh vI iek inpuMsk cwl hY ik bwr bwr GtIAwpuxy  dw iekbwl krI jwxw qy iekbwl nUM hI Acyq qOr qy Awpxw vDIAwpuxw smJI jwxw[

21 jnvrI
Swm dy iqMn v`jy hoey ny[

cwcy kI m`J mUMh nwl tokrw ihlw ihlw ky p`Ty KweI jw rhI hY[ ikMdI AwpxI BYx nUM kpVy dw iek isrw PVw ky aus nUM kYNcI nwl k`t rhI hY[ ieMdr dI kuVI huxy huxy p`iTAW dI pMf LY ky lMGI hY[ hyToN Sohqy dIAW iklkwrIAW kdy kdy suxdIAW hn, jW b^So dI hOlI jhI Awvwz

myry ipCly pwsy Awpxy gurdvwry dw pIlw JMfw AwkiVAw KVw hY[ swhmxy K`by pwsy srpMc dy cubwry auqy dwqI hQOVy vwlw lwl JMfw zrw zrw JUl irhw hY[ qIh cwlI in`kIAW in`kIAW icVIAW iek by qrqIby Jurmt ivc myry isr auqoN dI lMG geIAW hn[ mSIn mUhry bYTI ikMdI ny AwpxI cuMnI nUM ‘l’ vWg gl ivc ltkwieAw hoieAw hY qy auhdw h`Q mSIn dI h`QI auqy ies qrW rumk irhw hY ijvyN dirAw dIAW qyz vihMdIAW au`prI rOAW hox-qy mYN Bgvwn rjnIS dI ikqwb ‘Bwrq-gWDI AOr mYN’ nUM mukw ky hitAw hW[

22 jnvrI
SwmIN iek rwjdUq motr sweIkl h`Q l`igAw[ mYNnUM svwrI krdy hoey, AwpUM ih`kdy hoey Aqy hvw nwl nwl socdy qy aufdy hoey Sor pYdw krnw bhuq BwauNdw hY[ ieh Aihsws kyvl myry leI motr sweIkl hI pYdw krdw hY[

rwqIN kuhwly gey bolIAW pwauNdy hoey[ vwhvw swrI Srwb pIqI[ rwq hnyrw qy hvw myry shyly hn[

Srwb-kuVIAW qy kivqw myrI SrIrk hoNd qoN bwhrI pUrxqw dy ih`sy hn[ mYN BirSt nhIN hw Swied[

mYN horW nUM pzl kr irhw hW, Unplanned Program nwl

ieh sQwpqI nwl Kihx dw – nhIN aunHW qoN bc ky lMG jwx dw bVw sohxw qrIkw hY[

23 jnvrI
svyry Swhkot[ auQoN mlsIhW[ Pyr nkodroN b`s PV ky rwqIN luiDAwxy[

mYN Dur AMdroN AwvwrwgrdI dy c`kr nUM nw psMd krdw hW pr ieh srIr ies ivc burI qrW PisAw hoieAw hY[

Xwr bVI cMgI cIz huMdy hn[ s`B qoN v`fw shwrw bMdy nUM Awpxy lhU dw hI huMdw hY pr lhU ivc qwhIEN jMmxoN bc skdw hY jy XwrI dI DUxI qy ipMfw sykdy rhIey[

hMs rwj dw mYNnUM h`doN bhuqw Awsrw hY[ jIq, SmSyr , bwsI, lKivMdr qy Drmpwl myry leI fMgorI hn[ pqw nhIN ikauN mYN dUijAW nUM vrqoN ivc ilAwaux dw bhuqw ivSvwsI ikauN huMdw jw irhw hW[

jy ies ivc koeI ^udZrzI hovy qW

mYN – murdwbwd!

24 jnvrI
svyry au`TidAW b`s PV ky pitAwly[ Pyr ikrpwl kzwk dy ipMf[ mgroN sweIklW qy pMjwbI XunivristI gey[ auQy suKivMdr kMboj nUM imlx mgroN Sihr cly gey[ jgjIq isMG Xwd qy dlIp kOr itvwxw qoN ibnw koeI nhIN imilAw[

nw lok nwQ dy drSn hoey qW nw mnjIq dy ijhnUM ik mYN bhuq ipAwr – nhIN jIhdI mYNnUM bhuq Apx`q AwauNdI hY[ eys kuVI v`l vyK ky mYNnUM jIx qy qs`lI huMdI hY[

25 jnvrI
A`j swrI svyr qy swrI dupihr kzwk dy KUh auqy prwlI dy FyrW qy lyitAW g`lW kIqIAW[ izMdgI kyvl ku`K qoN kbr q`k dw pYNfw hI nhIN hY[ ieh qw isrP izMdgI dw iek dINhdw ih`sw hI hY[kzwk ny pu`iCAw ‘qUM kwhdy leI jIaUNdw eyN?’ kzwk qW BwvyN iek isAwxw Aqy  cMgw  mnu`K hY pr Aijhy svwl iek mUr^qw BrI swdgI nwl Tih dyxI hI kr id`qy jWdy ny[

mYN qW eys leI jIaUNdw hW ik dunIAw nUM coKw swrw mihsUs kr skW qy ho sky qW swihq ivc d`sW ik mYNnUM sB kuJ AYs qrW dw l`igAw hY[ ho skdw hY ik myrI ivAwiKAw hornW leI iek Swndwr Aqy shI ivAwiKAw ivc mddgwr ho sky[

mYN pIVW qoN B`jxw nhIN aunHW dy ivc lMGdw hoieAw aunHW nUM Srmswr krnw cwhuMdw hW[ ieh bVI Swndwr qy mwxm`qI g`l hY ik qusIN aus nUM SrimMidAW krn leI qwx pey lwauNdy hovo ijs dw sQUl ipMfw hY eI nhIN Aqy auh isr& iek Bwv hovy[ ieh iek ienswnI krwmwq hY[

26 jnvrI
A`j AwzwdI dI vrHy gMF hY[ mYN A`j k`l dyS bwry iblkul nhIN socdw hW[[ myry kol A`j dy idn leI koeI Aihsws nhIN hY[

A`j gIqkwrW dy muh`ly GuMmdy hoey kuJ bMidAW nUM imly qy mgroN KyqI bwVI ividAwly ivc jw ky i&lmW q`kIAW[

mwVw ijhw dyv nUM imlx qoN bwd Kwxw Kw ky mwn dy Gr gey[ ASk Aqy mwn dIAW kivqwvW sux ky vrHdIAW kxIAW ivc vwps Awey

27 jnvrI
svyry nkodr vwlI b`s PVn leI KVw sW ik sIql iml igAw[ auhdy nwl kivqwaux mgroN ipMf AwieAw[

ipMf Aw ky rUh dw huMms hor vD igAw hY[ mOsm keI idnW qoN b`dlwieAw Aqy kixAwieAw ipAw hY[ Aijhy mOsm ivc mYN bhuq dibAw Ku`isAw rihMdw hW[ jd ik mYNnUM ienHW hI mOsm ivc cMgIAW GtnwvW dI Aws Aqy cwA hY[
 

17 nvMbr
bIqI rwq svyr srdI Acwnk Aqy by ihswb DrqI auqy auqr AweI sI[ hnyry ivc iksy cor vWg – ieh ies qrW AweI hY ijvyN jIvn ivc KuSIAW jW du`K Acncyq AwauNdy hn[

mYN isAwl dw svwgq krnw cwhuMdw hW-pr kwhdy nwl? BwSn krW, KwlI kursIAW  myrw mzwk aufwauxgIAW[ kivqw ilKW qW hMs rwj kMinAW mhWividAwlw ingl jweygw ijvyN EQy k`l hoieAw sI – so mYN isr& bwhW Kohldw hW – auh vI Swied ieh d`sx leI ik mYN tuMfw nhIN hW – Aqy  ieh d`sx leI ik Sbd mOsm nwl sMprk nhIN swD skdy-

hy hunwl! qUM s`B kuJ smJdw eI eyN!

vrSw dI qsvIr bx geI hY, su`KW dI nhIN, Blw SmSyr, vrSw su`K qoN ibnW qW mMn lE, ^uSI qoN ibnW vI ho skdI ey?

25 dsMbr
lE ieh vrHw vI pwr ipAw[ ieh swl Drm nwl AwpW nUM qW bVw Blw irhw hY[ pr mYNnUM iehdy nwl koeI acycw snyh nhIN[ AwpxI krnI ‘c XkIn eynw p`kdw jw irhw hY ik vrHy hux Awpxy Awp ivc koeI i&nwmnw nhIN jwpdy[

A`j qVky pMj vjy motrsweIkl auqy vwps ipMf phuMcw[ BwvyN Awaux dw imiQAw hoieAw lwB nhIN hoieAw[ pr qd vI kI hY AwpW koeI lwBW nwl ivAwhy hoey qW nhIN hW[

11:37 P.M.  25-12-76
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A`j 8 qoN 10 q`k gRMQ ivcoN kivqw pwT dy dOr smyN cOQy gurU duAwrw sU^m Aqy sQUl sbdW dI dwSink kVI ivc bVI AdBu`q vrqoN pVHI[pihlW Swied ieh Bwg iDAwn nwl nhIN piVHAw hoxw 272 qoN lY ky 328 q`k, b`s svwd hI Aw igAw[

jd mYN au`TAw qW kyvl bMqo hI SrDwlU cOkVI ‘c bYTI rih bwkI rih geI sI qy bVI fOr BOr hoeI gRMQ pVHdy pwTI dy mUMh v`l q`k rhI sI[ auhdy ivc eys aumry Acwnk Dwrimk rucIAW ny QW bxw leI hY[ pihlW iehnUM Awpxy v`fy lwxy dw eynw GumMf huMdw sI ik gurdvwry kol dI lMGdI ny vI Swied hI kdy eyDr nUM isr invwieAw hovy Aqy jy invwieAw vI hovy qW GUmMf nwl ku`J boldI hoeI ny lokW dw iDAwn Awpxy v`l iK`cx leI hI[ hux jd ik muMifAW dy ivAwh nhIN ho rhy-do iqMn muMfy qW auNj hI eyny Gsy ijhy rih gey hn ik aunHW bwry ‘c dy ivAwh bwry socxw vI AYNtI soSl AYkitivtI lgdI hY, Aqy krzy qy lwey ieMjxW dI iek~TIAW ikSqW ny iehdw swrw mwnisk qwxw bwxw BMn qoV id`qw jwpdw hY[ hux ivcwrI s`cy pwqSwh koloN nON inDW bwrW isDW mMgdI hovygI – pr kI pqw kyvl AwpxI mwnisk SWqI hI cwhuMdI hovy[

gurdvwry dy mwhOl bwry mYN zrw ku hor ivsQwr nwl ilKxw cwhuMdw hW[ ies bwry myry ipMf vwsIAW dy mnW AMdr sMklp sdw bdldy rhy hn[[ pihlIAW dw pqw nhIN pr hux qW ijMnI ku SrDw jnqw dI gurdvwry pRqI hY auh fwFI hwsohIxI hY[ au`qrdI jvwnI dIAW AOrqW ivc ieh SrDw AYn Esy qrW ivksq hoxI SurU ho jWdI hY ijvyN ik m`qW dyxw aunHW dw suBwA bxdw jWdw hY[ buFIAW dI SrDw AYn s`cI hY qy aus ‘c Borw vI pKMf dI guMjwieS nhIN[ hro, AwauNdI hY qy dIvw jgwaux ip`CoN qyl ilbVy h`QW nwl hI gRMQ swihb vwlI pwlkI dIAW D`mIAW Gu`t Gu`t auqy inSwn pweI jWdI hY[ v`s l`gdy auh gRMQ swihb nUM vI Gu`t jWdI hY[ DMnI qKwxI ny Kvry hux g`pW mwrnIAW C`f id`qIAW hn  auhdy gurdvwry Awaux dI bwkwiedgI qoN qw iehIE l`gdw hY[ Aqy jo gMBIrqw eyQy bYTI dy auhdy ichry auqy kuhry vWg jMmI peI huMdI hY aus qoN spSt huMdw hY ik mOq vwikAw hI iBAwnk cIz hovygI[ sqivMdr kOr bwxI suxdI hoeI nwly vwihgurU vwihgurU krI jwaU nwly mIqy leI bd duAwvW mMgI jWdI hY qy sMkoc vI Borw nhIN krdI[

jIqU qy l`CU gurdvwry dy smwgmW ivc ivSyS QW r`Kx vwlIAW do hsqIAW hn[ l`CU dI mhwrwj pRqI SrDw s`cI hY pr auhnUM gurdvwry AMdr hmySw Awpxy Awp dy ivKwvy dw aucycw iDAwn rihMdw hY[ Swied auh rohbdwr hrkqW rwhIN AOrqW(kuVIAW nhIN) au`qy koeI pRBwv vI nwl lgdy pwauxw cwhuMdw hY[ hr sMgRWd au`qy svw rupeIAw zrUr iehdw huMdw hY Aqy hr gurpurb a`uqy FolkI vjwaux dI syvw[ jlUs smyN auh pwlkI cu`kx Aqy K`pI muMifAW Aqy m`CrIAW hoeIAW kuVIAW auqy qwVvIN ingwh r`Kx nUM ieko ijMny mh`qvpUrx kMm smJdw hY[ jy srpMc vI kol hovy qW smJo ik ieh jW qW dwrU pIx ip`CoN lwcIAW Kw ky Awey hn qy jW huxy jw ky pIxgy[ srpMc dI s`cI SrDw auhdy lYkcr smyN SbdW ‘coN coA coA pYNdI hY Aqy l`CU dI kIrqnI kwrvweI ‘coN[ jIqU dohW dy mukwbly vDyry BirSt SrDwlU hY[ auhdI aumr BwvyN t`p geI hY, qd vI auproN aproN Dwrimk Aqy swaU dIhdIAW hrkqW krdw hoieAw kuVIAW Aqy nv-ivAwhIAW AOrqW auqy bVI kwmuk qwV r`Kdw hY Aqy Awpxy pMj ku swlW dy jvwk ‘swhb’ nUM kdy iksy kol kdy iksy kol Byjdw rihMdw hY[ pr A&sos gurdvwry dw most sUtybl mMc vI iehdy leI kwrgr nhIN ho skdw[ iehdy AMdr qVp vI koeI bhuqI iS`dq vwlI nhIN rhI hY[ hux qW b`s iehnUM AYNvyN mrUM mrUM krI jwx dw Bus hY Aqy smwjk B`l dw sihm aus qoN bwhlw hY[ ieh AwrQkqw qoN ibnW hr Kyqr ivc krmhIx ivAkqI hY Aqy iehdw rol ms^irAW vrgw huMdw hY[

gurdvwry dIAW do cMgIAW S^sIAqW jgIrI Aqy juigMdr b^SI ky hn[ juigMdr qW eynw kmwl dw AwdmI hY ik auhdI SrDw A`gy qW r`b nUM vI hIx Bwv Aw skdw hY[ cMgw Blw kmwaU j`t huMdy hoey vI lok hux auhnUM juigMdr BweI kih ky ipMf dy dUjy juigMdrW qoN vKirAwauNdy hn[ ies dw kMm isr& eynw huMdw hY gRMQ swhb A`gy K`by pwsy bYiTAW kdy dwixAW dI FyrI nUM sMvwrI jwaU, qy kdy Awty vwly BWfy nUM ihlw ihlw ky Awtw Q`ly nUM krU, kdy hyTW if`gy pey pYisAW nUM cu`k ky bVy krIny nwl gRMQ vwlI QVI au`qy itkw idMdw hY[ du`D lY ky AweIAW AOrqW koloN gVvIAW glws lY ky bwltI ‘c aultwauxw Aqy aunHW KwlI BWifAW ivc pRSwd dw Bog r`Kxw iehdy K`by h`Q dw kMMm hY Aqy bwr bwr inAwixAW nUM smwijk isAwxp nwl n`ko n`ky lihjy ‘c dbkw mwrnw iehdI Adu`qI Awdq hY, “E inAwixEN, qusIN krdy ik nhIN cu`p? jwE cly jwE Gro GrI jy K`p hI pwauxI AW qW”[ iehdy hr dbky dw fyVH imMt Asr rihMdw hY Aqy Pyr iksy muMfy dy b`kl ‘c lukoey  mUMh ‘coN in`klI “KI KI…” rOly dw audGwtn kr idMdI hY[ koeI nwl dw muMfw khygw,”E qYNnUM bwhlw hwsw AwauNdw? cu`p nhIN kr huMdw?”qy auhdw jvwb bVy gMBIr hoey ichry rwhIN imlygw, “qUM bYTw rih v`fw”[

juigMdr ds ku imMt rOlw brdwSq krI jweygw qy Pyr auhI kRm SurU[ pihlW AOrqW nUM pRSwd vMfx , augrwhI krn Aqy pwTIAW nUM cwh bxw ky dyx jW vwrIAW dw i^Awl r`Kx dI swrI zuMmyvwrI iehdy qy hI huMdI sI[  pr jd dI nvIN pIhVI ny K`p vDweI hY qy ies K`p ivc myry vrgy AVIAl j`t pu`q vI Swml hn qW ies ny Awpxy syvw kMm ‘coN h`Q iK`c ilAw hY[ hux ieh kdI cwh vwly cu`lyH v`l nhIN jWdw ikauNik auhnUM pqw hY muMfy gMdIAW g`lW krno Aqy rsd nUM &zUl vrqI jwxoN auhdy AwKy htxgy nhIN[ hux qW auh pRSwd vMfxoN vI ht hI igAw hY l`gpg[–jgIrI hY, bcpn qoN iek l`q mwrI hoeI[ Swied ApMg hoxw hI iehdI Dwrimkqw dw sv`b hY[ ieh cOr Julwaux dw bVw SukIn hY jW ivMg qiVMgI cONkVI mwr ky mUMh ivc pwT buVbuVwauxw[ ieh AYnI mud`q qoN gurU Gr dw SrDwlU hY ik bhuq swry pwT iesnUM zbwnI Xwd ho gey hn[ Aqy auh keI vwr nwl nwl bolI vI jWdw hY[ pr AjIb g`l ieh hY ik GrylU izMdgI ivc iehdy AmlW qoN Dwrimkqw dw pRBwv au`kw hI nhIN l`Bdw[ auQy ieh bVw zuMmyvwr Aqy kmwaU ivAkqI hY[ swrI Dwrimk id`K gurdvwry hI C`f jWdw hY[ PMfW PuMfW dy c`kr qoN ieh guryz krn l`g ipAw hY ikauNik kuqwhI dy iek do ielzwm iesnUM suxny pey hn[ iek hor AYks-pRymI hY kwmryf kwbl[ ds ku vrHy pihlW q`k ieh cMgw soSl vrkr Aqy gurdvwry  dy smwgmW dw mukMml krqw Drqw sI[ jd dI iehny zmIn vycxI SurU kIqI hY qy jd dI srpMc nwl dosqI peI hY, lgwqwr Srwb dI bwx ny iehdI SrDw Aqy smwj syvw dw Bog pw id`qw hY[ hux ieh gurdvwry v`l G`t mUMh krdw hY qy  iehdw kwrn Swied dwrU pIx dI Awdq qoN pYdw hoieAw hIxBwv hY[ A`j (26-12-76) rwqIN pihlW iek Qwxydwr kol bYTw Srwb pINdw irhw Pyr Du`q ho ky gurdvwry Aw viVAw qy ihswb ikqwb cY`k krn l`g ipAw[ies leI nhIN ik auhnUM augrwhI dI rkm ivc iKAwnq hox dw S`k hovygw sgoN ies leI ik ieMj krky auh Awpxy Awp nUM mh`qvpUrx ivAkqI vjoN mihsUs krnw cwhuMdw hY[jwgr kyvl Bog dy vyly AwieAw krdw hY qy ibnW iksy pRsMg qoN mMjkI dw izkr CyVn ivc kwmXwb ho jWdw hY[ ies crcw ivc swry mrd eyny mgn ho jWdy hn ik aunHW nUM cyqy vI nhIN rihMdw  ik auh kwhdy leI jmHW hn[ Pyr ds pMdrW imMtW dI borIAq mgroN AOrqW v`loN koeI kihMdI hY ” BweI jI swnUM mhIny dw nW suxw idE pihlW, hwA g`lW Gr jw ky krdy irho” qW jwgr cu`p ho jWdw hY Aqy posq dI Jok ‘coN q`Bk ky jwgr BweI iekdm gRMQ swihb qoN rumwlw lwh ky A`BVvwhI hyk k`Fdw hY, “mwiG mjn sMg swDUAW…”

jIq mhMq jd dw inhMg bixAw hY Acwnk gurU Gr dy pRym dw ivKwvw vI qkVI skyl auqy AwrMB cu`kw hY[ A`vl qW A`j k`l auhnUM smgilMg dy ruJyivAW ivc Awm qOr qy sMgRWd dy idnIN ipMfoN gYr hwzr hI rihxw pYNdw hY  jy eyQy hovy qW AwpxI sVI jhI kuVI nUM lY ky zrUr gurdvwry dI hwzrI Brdw hY qy auh vI aucycI mVk nwl[ iehdy ivKwvy ‘coN cor sw& nzr AwauNdw hY Aqy auhnUM Cupwaux leI auhdI koeI aucycI ^whS vI nhIN[ ienHW qoN ielwvw mrdW ivcoN gurdvwry dw

31 dsMbr
svyr dy swFy ds dw sUrj p`CoN dI hvw nwl mwVw mwVw bihs irhw hY Aqy ies PusPuswht ivcoN hI myry mn ‘c iek g`l dw cyqw kni&aUz ijhw ho irhw. dUrly dr^qW Aqy c`pw c`pw kxk dy KyqW au`pr AtkI hoeI m`Dm jhI inl`qx Blw kwhdI hY?

swhmxy AYn pOVIAW dy AMqly QVHy qy myrI AMdrlI qIsrI iDr bYTI hY dUho dUh islweIAW dy sdky lYNdI hoeI…

A`j 1976 nUM h`QIN qor irhw hW[ eys vrHy ny Brwvo AwpW nUM sQUl rUp ‘c bVw ku`J id`qw hY[ dsvIN dw Pst fvIznI prvwnw-kwlj dI pVHweI-igAwnI dw ifplomw-hor AwpW nUM kI cwhIdw sI? ipCly vrHy qW AYvyN JUr JUr ’c Burdy-kdI ieSk kr ilAw, kdI auhdI ZYrmOjdgI dw AMdr tu`tdw irhw, mwVI motI kivqw ilK C`fI-Kyh qy svwh sI s`B ku`J[ 1976 ny myry pYr lwey hn qy AwauNdy vrHy mYN p`ky pYrIN jMm jwxw hY[ AYqkIN sMBv hY koeI hor in`gr jhI g`l kr guzrW-ieh myrw Awpxy Awp nwl iekrwr hY[ ijMnw mwVw AwrMB sI swl dw Enw hI vDIAw AMq ho irhw hY  nkslI T`pw lwh ky iek hor vDIAw kMm kIqw hY mYN[ AwSk dI AihMsw, dUiqk BwSw dy i^lw&, qyry ibnW, isr& iqMn kivqwvW ilKIAW eys swl[ ik`dW rhIAW?



1982

 

sihx dI sImw qoN bwhr idsdw ieh du`K isrP swfy k`ilAW leI nhIN s`B leI hY Aqy iehnUM isrP Bugqxw hI nhIN q`kxw vI cwhIdw hY[
aunHW lokW nUM q`kxw jo AwpxIAW byhUdgIAW pRqI jwnvrW vWg insicMq huMdy hn[

kdI kdI swvDwn rihx dIAW koiSSW ivc hI jIvn dw ikMnw lMmw qy kImqI smW guzr jWdw hY[

ivAwh dunIAw nUM s`iBAk bxwaux leI v`fw swDn nhIN ikhw jw skdw – hW ieh bMdy dIAW sMBwvnwvW nUM rol ky iek gDI gyV AMdr zrUr sImq kr idMdw hY[

 

 

 AqIq BwvyN ikMnw vI rMgIn hovy, boJl qW huMdw eI hY[ mYNnUM hux m`lo m`lI dy boJ Fox dI Awdq nhIN rhI[

 

1 jnvrI 1982
mYN ienhyN jwnqw hUM  pyV jo b`coN kI sI audwsI phny KVy hYN
(ieh lweIn ihMdI ‘c ilKI hoeI hY)

It is welcome, welcome, welcome,
to the silence and the sounds,
to streets that I never walked, but in dreams
to lips that I never kissed, but in dreams

2 jnvrI
Silence and not the words are the strength of love experience

3 jnvrI
Elemental darkness of passion

klw Awpxy zoKm dUijAW auqy su`tx leI nhIN sgoN dUijAW leI zoKm auTwaux ivcoN pYdw huMdI hY[

4 jnvrI
Sense of terror and history
Sense of being rooted in what is rootless
Sense of silence
Sense of identification with things…feelings
Sense of tenderness
Sense of poise
Sense of proportion in the use of images

myry Dur AMdr ikqy b`dl gVHkdy hn
mYN frdw hW  qUM aus qU&wn ‘c-AwhlixAW ivc mwsUmqw sxy

qUM vI nw ikqy rul jwvyN

myry jhwn dy lok Ajy eyny jWglI hn

ik auh ibjlIAW dw mMqr nhIN jwxdy[
 

5 jnvrI
State of being in love.

sudyS leI nvW vrHw BrpUr –AnuBvW ivcoN ivcrn dw swl hoeygw[ ieh myrI hsrq vI hY Aqy BivSbwxI vI[ aus ny hwlW  bVw kuJ is`Kxw hY…
nIlm dw 16 qwrIK nUM ivAwh hY[ Swied iesy hI mhIny myrI iek hor ividAwrQx mukyS dw vI ivAwh ho jweygw[ mMjU hwlW ku`J swl hor aufIkygI[ iesy qrW iqRpqw vI[ suirMdr qy jsivMdr hwlW kwlj dI pVweI pUrI krngIAW[ bljIq Aqy SMmI nwl vwsqw nhIN vWg rih igAw hY[

mYN jwxdW aunHW nUM

ikvyN loV peI qoN auh ipGly mOsmW q`k nUM vI

swfy auqy iksy  hiQAwr vWgUM qwx lYNdy hn

mYN jwxdw aunHW nUM

swfIAW lYrIAW socW nUM Gyrw pwaux leI

hzwrW rwhW QwxI AwauNdy hn auh

aunHW nUM myry jwc hY swfy hI ijsmW nUM

swfy ivru`D vrqx dI[

6 jnvrI
tI. vI. Aqy ryfIE dy lweIsYNs nivAwaux nkodr igAw sW[ hrBjn vkIl Aqy sMDU swhib imly gey[ mwstr qIrQ isMG ieMglYNf qoN Awey hoey hn aunHW ny keI idn pihlW imlx leI sunyhw ByijAw sI[ mwlVI jw ky aunHW dy Gr igAw[ aunHW ieMglYNf ivc Awpxy AiDAwpx jIvn nwl sbMDq bhuq swrIAW g`lW d`sIAW[

svyry DuMd bVI peI sI[ pr mYN qy DuMd hux iek dUjy nwl EpirAW vWg hW[ AqIq BwvyN ikMnw vI rMgIn hovy, bOJl qW huMdw eI hY[ mYNnUM hux m`lo m`lI dy boJ Fox dI Awdq nhIN rhI[

bIqy virHAW nUM pukwrdy bol ijvyN vwqwvrx ‘coN buFypw hUMgdw hovy

mYNnUM aunHW qoN n&rq hY-myry AMdr jo mOsmW dI aUNG hY

aus ivc iqEhwrW dw cwA mihkdw[ myry AMgW ivc svwgq rumkdw hY:

b`icAW dI fkwfIl vrqmwn ^uSI leI – jo BUq qy Biv`K qoN suqMqr hY

c`kI auqy boldy G`gU leI puVW ‘coN ikrdy kosy kosy Awty leI

7 jnvrI
cwnx dy dirAw: A`j dI vDIAw pRwpqI[

BwrqI hwkI tIm A`j AstRylIAw qoN hwr ky mukwbilAW ‘coN bwhr ho geI hY[

ieMdrw gWDI dy AiBmwn leI iek hor mn&I puAwieMt[

8 jnvrI
hux nhIN AYvyN jWdy jykr Awey hW, Aw^r nUM qW Bwrq mW dy jwey hW

AYvyN nhIN jWdy, hux jy Awey hW  kYlkUlytr Awpxy nwl ilAwey hW

Ego
jy ivgVy hoey rUp ‘c nw hovy qW S^sIAq dw iek mh`qvpUrn ego

hW-meI p`K hY-ijs qoN KwlI mnu`K sMvydnw pRqI audwsInqw v`l vDx l`g pYNdy hn[

mnu`K

idn dy FlwA qy irVHidAW
iek dUjy nUM PV ky sMBlx dy Xqn

SrwbI ho irhw hnyrw qy g`lW Ehly aunHW dy lVKVwauNdy ArQ

9 jnvrI
Acceptance of one’s body, its nakedness and individuality
To accept whole-heartedly the demands of body

12 jnvrI
A`j svyry fw: qyjpwl jI nwl Byt hoeI[ auh bVy in`Gy Aqy sucwrU mnu`K prqIq huMdy hn Aqy suBwgI g`l hY ik aunHW dI tRWs&r swfy ielwky ivc ho geI hY[ myrw i^Awl

13 jnvrI
rwqIN tI. vI. qoN ‘AnpVH’ iPlm dyKI[

A`j lohVI sI[

bwrW vjy dupihr qoN bwd XwrW dy jSn SurU hoey[ sU&I AMbw, swDU, gyjw kwnw, sqnwm, bldyv, hrdyv qy mYN Swm q`k smuMdr kMFy jnvrI nUM sykdy rhy[ SwmIN lKivMdr vI luiDAwixEN muV AwieAw[

14 jnvrI
A`j rwq lwhOr tI. vI. qoN pwiksqwnI i&lm ‘rwjw jwnI’ dyKI[ ieh myrI dUjI pwiksqwnI i&lm hY, pihlI ku`J mhIny pihlW ‘ipAwsI nzryN’ sI[

A`j mwGI sI[ svyry igAwrW ku vjy hI ieSnwn dI kY&IAq ivc qrdw hoieAw bldyv A`fy au`qy Aw imilAw[ sv

15 jnvrI
vuh myrw vrSoN ko Jylny kw gOrv dyKw qum ny?

ies jrjr SrIr myN ilKI

lhU kI Swndwr iebwrq pVHI qum ny

kivqw ho nw ho — ieqihws ko XUM sWs lyqy huey

imRq SrIr kI izMdw loQ ky swQ

mwqR SrIr ky Dwgy sy juVw honw

(au`prlIAW sqrw ihMdI ivc ilKIAW hoeIAW hn)

16 jnvrI
A`j swrw idn sMgl sohl AKMf pwT dy smwgm ivc ibqwieAw irSqydwrW qy AgWh irSqydwrW dI BIV sI[ iblkul nIrs qy inrauqSwh[

AwdmI dy ABwvW Aqy ivsMgqIAW Bry jIvn ivc jIx auh jIx jIx dI locw ikQoN AwauNdI hY ijs nUM auh mwrUQl dy aUTW vWg AwpxI hoNd iek~TI krI jWdw hY?
 Awpxy J`ly hoey qsIihAW qy hwrW nUM guMnH ky vDyry cMgw Aqy vDyry smr`Q AwdmI GVn dI koiSS-ies klw nUM…?

au~b jwxw bMdy dy Q`kx qy hwr jwx dI gvwhI hY[ bu`DIvwn hox dI nhIN jd ik AwdmI nUM Aksr ieh Zlq PihmI ho jwieAw krdI hY[

17 jnvrI
rwqIN tI. vI. qy i&lm ‘gopI’ dyKI[

sihx dI sImw qoN bwhr idsdw ieh du`K isrP swfy k`ilAW leI nhIN s`B leI hY Aqy iehnUM isrP Bugqxw hI nhIN q`kxw vI cwhIdw hY[

aunHW lokW nUM q`kxw jo AwpxIAW byhUdgIAW pRqI jwnvrW vWg insicMq huMdy hn[

18 jnvrI
A`j ipMf kwlw sMiGAW AkwlIAW dI kwn&RMs dyKx igAw AkwlI dl dy prDwn nUM vyKx Aqy suxn dI icrokxI ie`Cw sI pr aus ivc ku`J vI ivSyS nhIN sI[ isr& auhdI qy auhdI pwrtI dI iek AMdrUnI rucI dw AwBws imilAw-i&rkwpRsq kwqlW nUM Sih Aqy h`lwSyrI dw[

ipCly do iqMn mhIinAW ivc do vwrI mYN ienHW dy GMtwl bxy iPrdy swD iBMfrW vwly dw BwSn suixAw hY[ myrI jwcy auh iek Aiq swDwrn , bONgw, hMkwrI, mwmUlI bu`DI vwlw pr isry dw zihrIlw bUbnw swD hY Aqy Aijhy swDW dI vIhvIN sdI dy AMqly dhwikAW ivc pMjwb dy v`fI igxqI lokW ivc mwnqw, lokW dI mwnisk kMgwlI qoN ibnW ku`J nhIN drswauNdI[

19 jnvrI
ivMkl myrI b`cI A`j iek swl dI ho geI hY[ aus dw jnm idn rwqIN mnwieAw[ in`ky in`ky h`QW qoN kyk k`itAw nhIN sI jWdw[ jd momb`qIAW bwlIAW Aqy buJweIAW geIAW qW auh fOr BOr ho ky dyK rhI sI[

A`j dyS Br ivc mzdUrW Aqy hor tRyf XUnIAnW dI hVqwl sI[ ies idn dw smu`cy rwjnIqk rEN ivc kwPI mh`qv ho skdw sI jy hVqwl zrw v`D sPl huMdI[ ^Yr hVqwl qW drimAwny qoN vI G`t rhI  pr ies kOmI AnBv ivcoN iek g`l kw&I au`GV ky swhmxy AweI[ kOmI pRswr mwiDAmW dI kwbz pwrtI v`loN durvrqoN[ ieh AYfI m`kwrI Aqy bySrmI nwl kIqI jWdI hY ik lokW dy is`DVpuxy nUM vrqdy hoieAW aunHW nUM gumMrwh krn ivc Borw vI AOK nhIN  huMdI[

smyN dy ^uSk smuMdr ivc au`TdI lihr

Awpxy m`CI ivMg dy Awsry ijaUNdy hoey g

20 jnvrI
qy A`j rwqIN iPlm tYksI frweIvr Aw rhI hY[

A`j swfy gvWF imsqrIAW dI kuVI pMmI dw ivAwh sI[ swrw pwsw pRwhuixAW dI gihmw gihmI nwl pruicAw ipAw sI[

SwmIN fwktr qyjpwl qy do hor fw: imlx Awey[

…svyry knyifEN AwieAw AmrjIq cwhl nwm dw iek khwxIkwr imilAw[ aus ny AwpxI ikqwb bwhroN AwieAw AwdmI Byt kIqI[ aus dy swfy hI ielwky dy ipMf j`lovwl qoN hox bwry jwx ky bVI KuSI Aqy mwx hoieAw[
 

21 jnvrI
A`j AmrjIq cwhl dI ikqwb dIAW pMj khwxIAW pVHIAW[ AmrjIq dI SYlI Aqy ivSy dohW auqy cMgI pkV mihsUs hoeI[ Awpxy AMdrlI g`l pwTk dy AMdr ibTw skx dI cwhl nUM cMgI jwc hY[

22 jnvrI
ju`sy AMdr ipGly ijvyN A&Im jhI

24 jnvrI
A`j nkodr jmhUrI AiDkwr sBw dI iek`qRqw sI[ do iqMn GMty bYT ky muV Awey[ fwktr s`jx phuMc nhIN sky sn ies leI koeI ivSyS g`l bwq nhIN ho skI[

25 jnvrI
A`j dw swrw idn iek jSn ivc qrdw irhw[ bweI vwlw cubwrw pwglpwxI im`qrW dw jmGt[ dupihry fw: qyjpwl Awey pr aunHW dw Aijhy mOky Aw Dmkxw myry leI SrimMdgI dw bwies hI bixAw[ Kvry pIqI hox krky aunHW qy kI pRBwv ipAw hovy?

26 jnvrI
svyry tI. vI. auqy id`lIEN gxqMqr-idn dIAW JwkIAW dw pROgrwm is`Dw tYlIkwst kIqw igAw[ swrw idn b`dlvweI rhI hY[

27 jnvrI
svyry nkodr igAw[ jrnYl Aqy dybw nwl sn[ ggn bu`k sYNtr auqy sMDU swihb imly Aqy aunHW nwl AFDR sbMDI g`lbwq hoeI[

30 jnvrI
 

mukyS dw ivAwh 

ryKw dw ivAwh

jy qusIN kdI isrP iek iesqrI nUM AwpxI smu`cI hoNd ivc AnBv kIqw hY qW jwxdy hovoNgy-jd auh Acwnk quhwfy AMdr hPdI hY qW qusIN aus guMgy vWg huMdy ho jo ndI ivc nhwauNidAW f`ubdy smyN kMFy auqly lokW nUM pukwrn leI isr& iek iBAwnk kMbxI qoN ibnW aus kol koeI BwSw nhIN huMdI

kdI kdI swvDwn rihx dIAW koiSSW ivc hI jIvn dw ikMnw lMmw qy kImqI smW guzr jWdw hY[

31 jnvrI
AnwVI
 

1 &rvrI
cMfIgVH
kMm clwaU BwSw ipCy sdw jW qW fr huMdw hY jW clwkI
ilKx dI BwSw dUijAW dI Coh, Awvwz jW sdmy ‘coN nhIN Awpxy AMdr dI Asmr`Qw ivcoN au`gxI cwhIdI-swfIAW swrIAW prqW nUM ivMnHdI hoeI, ijvyN ik AMkur Pu`tdw hY[

dUijAW dI hmlwvrI dw swhmxw krn leI AsIN ijs qtPtI BwSw dI vrqoN SurU kr idMdy hW, auh swfI jIB auqy Qu`k vWg jmHW huMdI hY[

pVHn vwly nUM Awpx jIB dI nok auqy Qu`k iek`Tw krdy hoey lyKknumw bMdy dy nwl nwl qurn dI zhmq nw auTwxI pey-ilKx dw iSStwcwr Aijhw hY[

iLKdy smy dUijAW dI qklI& ApxwauxI pYNdI hY Aqy AijhIAW g`lW kihxIAW huMdIAW hn,ijnHW nUM sux ky qusIN hornW dy XqnW ivc iKcy hoey ichry nUM ipAwr dI qwzgI nwl BrpUr huMdw dyK sko[ Asl ivc dUijAW nUM qklI& ivcoN Cu`tidAW dyKx dw su`K hI mnu`KI jIvn dw sB qoN v`fw su`K hY[

2 PrvrI
cMfIgVH                                                                            CHANDIGARH

3 &rvrI

irkSwvwlw

SwmIN cwr ku vjy vwps au`gI Aw au`qirAw[

4 &rvrI
AwdmI dy ^qm hox dw &Yslw vkq nhIN krdw, hwlqW nhIN krdIAW-auh ^ud krdw hY[

hmlw Aqy bcwA dovyN bMdw ^ud krdw hY

12 &rvrI
keI idnW qoN Gr ivc pirvwrk ASWqI dw dOr dOrw hY[ bIjI horIN lgwqwr rwxI Aqy myry nwl AsuKwvyN mihsUs krdy Aw rhy hn[ rotI pwxI vI v`Krw kr ilAw hY[ ieMj keI vwr ho cu`kw hY[ AnykW swl bwhr ipqw jI nwl &OjI Aqy A&srI mhOl ivc rih Awaux kwrn aunHW AMdr iek v`fI qy duKdweI qbdIlI Aw geI hY[ ieh qbdIlI mu`K qOr auqy aunHW AMdr AsihxSIlqw vs jwx kwrn hY[ iek is`DI swdI srlic`q pyNfU AOrq nUM jd aus dy rihm idl, mhwn Aqy A`q ipAwry pqI ny ipClw ru`Kw jIvn Aqy ieklwpw Bulw dyx Kwqr-kuJ su`K SWqI dy swl dyx leI nwl bulw ilAw qW aus nwl kI bIqI? iek hukm ivc b`Dw mhOl ij`Qy Av`igAw leI koeI QW nhIN, ADIngI, pwlxw-AwdyS Aqy AdySpUrqI nUM mwnxw[ au`c vrg ivc Awpxy au`cy hox dw Aihsws[ ieh s`B kuJ bIjI nUM imlxw qW bjwnb hI Aqy auicq hI sI pr ie

27 &rvrI

cMfIgVH

A`j b`br AkwlI lihr dy ieiqhws auqy nwtk dI skirpt ilKx leI cMfIgVH igAw[ lok nwQ Aqy aus dy krky keI hor jwxU pCwxU imly, swrI Swm Aimqoj nUM l`Bx Aqy dwrU pIx ivc iek ju`t ho ky guzwr C`fI[ Aimqoj BwA jI qW nw imly pr SrwbI hox ivc pUrI sPlqw pRwpq kr leI[ cMfIgVH mYN virHAW ip`CoN AwieAw hW Aqy auh vI ib`lU dy D`ky Dkwey[ rwq XUnI: dy hostl ivc su`qy[

28 &rvrI
svyry qVkswr ds ku vjy Aimqoz nUM su`iqAW jw d`ibAw[ Awp jI nUM ies hwlq ivc mu`dqW ip`CoN q`kx dw hwdsw mu`dqW ip`iCEN vwpirAw hY[ lMmy pTwxI kurqy dy nwl SrI&wnw slvwr ivc swfw auh ipAwrI dwhVI vwlw mhwn kvI bUhw Kohlx AwieAw[ AYqvwr dI svyr vlUMdry jwx dI kruxw aus dI q`kxI ivc sI[[ ausy qrW Alswey hoey qOr-ijvyN koeI 100 mItr dOV dI hONkxI ^qm kr irhw hovy, ies qrW dI Qkwvt vrgw ku`J hmySw vWg auhdy AMg sMg sI[ mYN hmySw aus nUM imlx qoN isr& vIh ku imMt bwd qoN ieh pRBwv hwsl krn l`gdw hW ik ijvyN auh mYQoN A`k igAw hovy ik ‘b`s-bhuq ho igAw hux’ — pr mYNnUM ies ivc Awpxw Apmwn nhIN l`gdw ikauNik jy ies nUM s`cIauN hI Aimqoj dw A`k jwxw vI kih leIey qW auh ijMny ku`J qoN smu`cy qOr qy A`ikAw huMdw hY mYN qW aus dI bhuq hI ingUxI pRqISq huMdw hW[ iehI hY s`B kwsy qoN A`k jwx dI auh zr^yz siQqI jo bhuq hI au`cy lokW nUM hwsl huMdI hY[ qy msW hwsl huMdI hY[

15 mwrc
pwp BwvyN r`b qoN v`K hox dw nwauN hovy jW r`b dy pwp krn nUM ivCoVw ikhw jWdw hovy, AwpW iehnHW iqMnW cIzW qoN kI lYxw hY? s`c vI JUT jyfw hI iGRxq Sbd hY qy aus qoN G`t smr`Q BwvyN hovy-A`j  dw idn spwt sI. mr cu`ky smuMdr vrgw[

qy rwqIN kuJ zrUr vwpirAw hY[ Amiqoj ny tI.vI. qoN iSv bwry iek sMgIqk pRogRwm id`qw  hY[ mYNnUM BwvyN aus dI koeI vI iksy  vI qrW dI pySkwrI dyKx dI qWG rihMdI hY, pr A`j mYNnUM gu`sw ijhw l`igAw hY BwvyN pySkwrI smyN Aimqoj dI iksy nUM id`qI hoeI vf`qx iqlk ky aus dy Awpy auqy hI Aw ifgdI hY pr qd vI–!!! Xwro  ieh iSv kI hoieAw Blw? aus dy v`fy qVky au`Tx jW sMGxI iekWq ivc mW nUM du`K d`sx nwl  kI &rk pYNdw hY[ kwiv swDnw (jy iSv dI kwrguzwrI nUM ieh nwm id`qw jw skdw hY) dw iek bVw hI ZrIb Aqy ssqw rUp hY iSv kumwr dI kIqI hoeI bW bW[ iek sUfo iksm dI kruxw ijs dw nW qW aus pRsMg ivc AOic`qX hY, ijs ivc iSv kumwr vwsqv ivc ilKAw krdw sI Aqy nw smkwlI smwjI XQwrQ ivc (ijMnw ku vI auhdw swihq nwl sbMD ho skdw hY) qy ieh g`lW Star Age ivc Axif`T vI kIqIAW jw skdIAW hn jy ienHW nUM koeI tI.vI., ryfIE jW AijhIAW sMsQwvW dw koeI mISy mUSy vrgw swih`qkwr pwTkW sRoiqAW dI Kurwk bxn vjoN krdw[ pr Aimqoj? aus vloN iSv nUM q`kx dy sMnH ivc qW crMjIv dw iF`f Aw jwxw cwhIdw sI[ ieh g`l au`kw hI Aimqoj leI koeI mh`qv nhINN r`KdI jo ik tI. vI. AnwaUuNsr ny khI sI- Aimqoj iSv kumwr dy nzdIkI XwrW ivcoN sI[ jy ieh s`c vI hY qW qd vI A&sosnwk hY ik Aimqoj dy nyVy rihMidAW vI iSv eysy qrW dw ilK sikAw ? iksy mSUk nwl ivAwh nw ho skxw-Blw ikMnI rcnnwqmk siQqI ho skdI hY, ivXog-vYrwg-audwsI-iek`lqw-audwsInqw-z^mI Aihsws dI iBAwnkqw-ies pOVI dy AKIrly fMfy qy KVw iek Death Haunted bMdw bW bW krI jWdw hY qy smwjI sMidRS ivc aus dI bW bW nUM AiDAwqmk bWvrwpn smwjI mu`lW dI byhUdgI qy audryvW –dwrSink Btkx-mOq nwl lwf Awd grdwn ky vifAwieAw jw irhw hY[ ijMnw kuJ iSv shuM ny AwpxI smu`cI kivqw ivc mihsUisAw qy pRgtwieAw hY auh swrw kuJ Aimqoj dI iek kivqw dI iek sqr ivc aus qoN ikqy v`D iS`dq nwl mOjUd hY[ ^wnwbdoSW dI hUk kdI vI audwsInqw ‘coN nhIN inkldI[ mYN aunHW swry AwlockW ssmwlockW qy sMpwdkW dy iP`t mUMh kihMdw hW ijnHW iSv dI GtIAw pRsMsw kIqI hY Aqy kr rhy hn[ guxguxwaux nwl du`K jy sihxXXog ho jWdw hY qW aus dw ArQ ieh qW nhIN ik auh jIvn leI koeI AwdrS cIz bx jWdI hY Aqy iPr du`K vI iks cIz dw Aw^r? ieSk dw hI nW? Aimqoj kuJ vI khy aus leI qW sB kuJ jwiez hY[ pr myry leI Aimqoj mUMhoN iSv dI vF`qx suxnw jwiez nhIN ieh Pu`dU kMm qW eydUM mYN hI kr lYNdw[

17 mwrc
A`j dI rwq-swrI rwq mYN Awpxy Awp dI j`PI ivc dirAw vWg rumkdw irhw[ eynI AdBuq Aqy krzy cukwaux vwlI AxikAwsI rwq ijvyN myry jIvn Br dI kmweI jyfw srmwieAw hovy[ b`s bwibE, DMn ho qusIN[ Cw gey ho[

19 mwrc
bMd drvwzy qy KVy

suPny ivc muV prqx nUM qWGdy lok

jIx jogy nw mrn jogy rhy

BwvyN suPny ivc bilAw lhU vI Kws Apxw sI

suPny dy AMdr jW bwhr

su&ny Aqy soc qyy vI quhwfw pUrw pUrw XQwrQk AiDkwr huMdw hY

ikauNik ieh vI iksy v`loN soc smJ ky id`qI b^SIS nhIN

sgoN suqy is`D swh lYx vWg hI suqy is`D imly AnBv huMdy hn[ qy ienHW ivcoN ieauN hI l`Bxw pYNdw hY ijvyN qusIN hzwrW mIlW ivc PYlI hoeI jIvn dI ihljul ivcoN Awpxw iek QW l`Bx dw Xqn kro[

23 mwrc
aus dI ShIdI qoN bwd-bwkI dy bcy  lok iksy idRS vWg bcy

qwzw muMdIAW plkW dyS dy ivc ismtdI jw rhI JwkI dI qrW

swrw dyS swrw bc irhw bwkI, auhdy qur jwx ip`CoN [

aus dI ShIdI qoN bwd-Apxy AMdrIN Ku`ldI bwrI ivc

lokW dIAW AwvwzW jMm geIAW

aus dI ShIdI qoN bwd –mulk dI sB qoN v`fI pwrtI dy lokW

Awpxy ichry qoN hMJU nhIN, n`k pUMiJAw

glw sw& krky-bolx dI, boldy jwx dI mSk kIqI

auh kMmb^q ApxI aus Shwdq bwd

lokW dy GrIN aunHW dw isrhwixAW ivc mihk vw Cupy k`pVy dI

mihk vWg isMm igAw[

ShId hox dI GVI-auh iek`lw hI r`b vWg

pr auh r`b vWg insqyj nhIN sI

28 mwrc
idl sy imly idl

30 mwrc
A`j nvyN mkwnW dI s`B qoN ipClI kMD dI auswrI AwrMB hoeI

31 mwrc

vMgwr

imsqrI A`j kMm qy nhIN Awey[
A`j nlkw pu`t ky ifEFI ivc lY jw ky nvIN QW lgwieAw igAw[ kuJ ku idn pwxI lYx qy bwQrUm Awd dIAW loVW leI purwxI QW dw BulyKw peygw[ iPr Gr dy swry mYNbr hOl

1 ApRYl
swry nvyN mkwnW dIAW nIhW pu`t ky icxweI kIqI geI

4 ApRYl
myrw iek Zm hY

myrI 1973 dI fwierI gvwc jwxw

ieh fwierI luiDAwxw dy hirMdr mwn kol hY jW iPr aus ny ikqy gvw id`qI hY[ jy iksy nUM ies dI loV jwpy qW auh hrcrn bwsI, SmSyr sMDU jW ASvnI jyqlI ‘ASk’ qoN auhdw isrnwmw pu`C lvy[ iek g`l p`k hY,  aus ny is`Dy mUMh fwierI nhIN dyxI[ aus nUM Agvw kr ilAw jwey[ v`D qoN v`D aus ny auh fwierI hrjIq kOr C/O ib`lw vlwieqIAw jW C/O jsrwm iv`g kol id`qI ho skdI hY[ ies bMdy nUM qd q`k C`ifAw nw jwvy j`d q`k auh fwierI vwps kr nhIN idMdw[ auh sO bhwnw bxw skdw hY[

5 ApRYl
AMby dI ivdwiegI pwrtI

ipAwr bMdy nUM dunIAW ivc ivcrn dy Xog bxwauNdw hY jW nhIN[ eynw zrUr hY ik AsIN ipAwr dy bhwny (Awsry) ivcr hI lYNdy hW

16 ApRYl
A`j swry nvyN mkwnW dI C`q auqy jMgly bMnHy gey hn[

17 ApRYl
A`j C`q dw iek nvW in`kw ijhw ih`sw C`iqAw igAw qW jo dohW pwisAW dIAW C`qW auqy rwh bx sky[

25 ApRYl
A`j tYlIivzn ^rIdy nUM iek vrHW pUrw ho igAw ey ipCly pUry swl ivc mYN tI. vI. sY`t sdky bVw kuJ nvW, nvyN FMg nwl Aqy nvIN SYlI ivc mihsUisAw hY[ tI vI sY`t quhwfy klpxw sMswr ivc bVI zr^yz iksm dI auQl puQl jgwaux dI Buimkw vI inBw idMdw hY Aqy AnBv nUM vDyry AMqr-rwStrI bxwaux dIAW idSwvW Kohldw hY[ jdoN mYN tI. vI. sY`t ^rIidAw sI qW Grdy ies leI zrw vI sihmq nhIN sn[ pr kyvl mYN hI jwxdw sW ik ieh myry leI mnorMjn Aqy rihx sihx dy p`Dr qoN ikqy v`KrI vsqU Aqy vDyry mh`qv dI cIz hY[ qy ieMj hI swbq hoieAw hY[ ies qoN ibnW myrI auKVI suKVI pirvwrk izMdgI nUM vI tI. vI. ny iek sur krn ‘c shwieqw id`qI hY[ ies nwl myrI bIvI nUM vI mdd imlI hY

6 meI
ienHW idnW ivc ivMkl nUM Acwnk hI mnu`KI BwSw auqy vwhvwh swrI pkV ho geI hY[ Kws krky A`j qW ieMj l`igAw ijvyN bhuq swry sMboDn aus ny ieko idn ivc is`K  ley hn Aqy A`j hI mkwnW dI plsqr Aqy &rSW v`loN pUrI iqAwrI ho cu`kI hY[ b`s i&niSMg tcs bwkI ny hux

9 meI
A`j rwq myrI b`cI bhuq hI burI qrW bImwr hY[ AsIN vwrI vwrI jwg ky aus nUM godI ivc auTw ky GuMm rhy hW[ mMjy auqy pYNidAW auh iBAwnk FMg nwl rox l`g jWdI hY ijvyN iksy Asih pIV dw swhmxw kr rhI hovy[

13 meI
A`j rwq lwhOr qoN sMgm iPlm tYlIkwst hoeI[ swrw pirvwr Aqy ipqw jI v`K v`K kmirAW ivc sON cu`ky sn Aqy mYN iek`lw nINd nwl lukxmIcI Kyfdw i&lm audwly hoieAw irhw[ies iPlm dI khwxI jW klw Awd nwl myrw ^ws sbMD nhIN juVdw[ kyvl siQqI, idRSW Aqy GtnwvW dI vihx gUMj myry AMdr nUM ivsQwr idMdI rihMdI hY

15 meI
A`j mkwnW dI auswrI mukMml ho ky AMqm kMm vI mu`k igAw hY[ pUry fyF mhIny ivc do nvyN mkwn, iek mkwnW ijMnw hI kwr Awmd ivSwl brWfw Aqy iek cMgI KulHI rsoeI swfy Gr ivc hor Swml ho gey hn[ &rS Aqy kMDW ivc hux sB kuJ p`kw Aqy sImYNtf hY[ k`cw mkwn jW &rS qW hux ies pirvwr ivc ipClIAW pIVHIAW nwl hI DuMdlw huMdw jweygw[ A`j bxy ieh mkwn iqMn cwr hor pIVHIAW dI lgpg eysy rUp ivc hI syvw krdy rihxgy[ ieh iek Fwl hY jo jIvn dy iek p`K nUM Akwr Aqy rUp ivSyS vjoN Dwr bMnH ky FwldI hY qy iehI ivAkqIgq, pirvwrk jW smwjk jIvn ivc Gr dI gupq BUimkw huMdI hY[ qusIN Awpxy Gr dy Awkwr, Syp Aqy pdwrQk vwqwvrn nwl AwpxI srgrmI Aqy soc prvwh nUM iek ivSyS iv`Q qoN smwnAMqr qorn leI mjbUr huMdy ho[ auNj ieh mYN iblkul nhIN kihMdw ik ieh koeI nWh muKI sUqr hY

16 meI

hIrw AOr p`Qr

A`j &iqhjIq pMjwbI kvI mYNnUM Gr imlx AwieAw[ auh Asl ivc qW AwpxI nvIN CpI ikqwb Byt krn AwieAw sI[ ikqwb bwry qW Ajy kI khW? ies ny ikqwb dyx qoN ibnW ausdy pbilistI p`K Aqy pRkwSn bwry keI g`lW khIAW[ mYNnUM myry kivqw Awd keI icr qoN nw ilKx sbMDI ku`J ivSlySx Aqy is`K m`q nwl Eqpoq BwSn vI suxwieAw[
ies qrW dy swihqk jW hor lok myry bwry jo smJdy hn ieh hY ik nkslI lihr nwl myry sbMDW dw ieqhws hI myrI kwiv rcnw dI sImw Aqy siQqI hY[ &iqhjIq Swied mYNnUM Aijhw kvI smJ irhw sI jo ivcwrDwrw jW QIm dI AspStqw ‘c aulJ igAw hovy[ ApxI ikqwb nUM rilIz krn dI &zUl rsm leI vI aus dy AMdr QW sI[ mYN pihlI kwpI rwjw jI nUM Byt kIqI Aqy  aunHW qoN cwh dw k`p pI ky AwiKAw ik myrI ikqwb dw rIlIz smwgm qW ho igAw–ikMnI bODk ZrIbI hY ieh[ mYN ^uS hoieAw ik rcnw Aqy swihqk S^sIAq dy p`KoN mYN eynw bOxw nhIN[ mYN AwpxIAW ikqwbW nw rIlIz kIqIAW Aqy nw lokW nUM Byt krn dI muihMm qy ciVHAw[ mYN ies swry c`kr dw swihq rcnw nwl koeI sbMD kdI nhIN smiJAw- qy ieh s`B AImqoj dy swQ sdkw hY [ mYN jo vI kIqw hY auh krnw sucyq jW Acyq Aimqoj qoN is`iKAw hyY qy is`Kdw hW[ mYNnUM &^r hY ik mYN ies Xu`g puirS dw iek ivsQwr mwqr hI hW, mYNnUM ies ivc ApxI hoNd dy Cutyry jW ingUxypx vrgw koeI kmqrI dw Aihsws nhIN ikauNik Aijhw ku`J mwmlw hY hI nhIN[ BwvyN ik Awm dUjy lokW dy pRsMg ivc ieMj hoieAw hI krdw hY[

17 meI
A`j svyry swrw smW mYN iek Asih hwdsy nwl do cwr huMdw irhw. dupihr q`k mYN &iqhjIq dI A`DIEN v`D ikqwb mukw cu`kw sI[ Xw r`b! ies ikqwb nUM pVHidAW ijs ko&q qy byiez`qI dw AnuBbv huMdw hY jo aus dw koeI bhuq ingUxw ih`sw hI iksy kvI nUM ilKx vyly ho skdw[ 1982 ivc pMjwbI kivqw dIAW ies qrW dIAW ikqwbW dw Cpxw Efw cmqkwr nhIN, ijMnW ik ies qoN ip`CoN ku`J ku mhIinAW q`k swhmxy Aweygw, jd keI AwlockW lyiKkW v`loN ieh ilKAw pVHn nUM imilAw ik kvI dw  AnuBv ivl`Kx Aqy pySkwrI suihrd hY Awd Awd[

mYN ^vry &iqhjIq dw mwqm ikMnw ku icr krdw rihMdw ik bwrW ku vjy kudrq v`loN mYNnUM ies qsIhy dw bdlw cukwx leI myry kol Aimqoj Byj id`qw igAw[

19 meI
cor ky Gr cor

PqihjIq dI ikqwb ivc 48 kivqwvW hn qy lY dy ky pVHIAW jw skx Xog Cy ku msW hn, aunHW ‘coN vI ku`J ku ih`sy[ ienHW kivqwvW nUM swDwrxqw dw kohV hoieAw hoieAw ey[ QIm Aqy pySkwrI ivc mltI fwiemYnSnl swDwrxpuxw hY[ QW QW qy prvwxq scweIAW dw FMforw ip`itAw imldw hY[ QIm Aqy SYlI p`KoN auh kuMdn, Sr& qy aupwSk Awd nwl k`d mycdw pRqIq huMdw hY[ smwjvwd qy pRgqISIlqw dw dm Brdw AwieAw idsdw ieh kvI AMdroN ijMnw in`jvwdI, burzUAw, jSnSIl vwqwvrx dy cOKty leI locdw swaU ihrsI hY, ies dy sw^Swq drSn ienHW kivqwvW ivc huMdy hn[
mYNnUM kvI vjoN Awpxw Awp kw&I v`fw mihsUs hoieAw  iek smkwlI qy bhuq pihlW qoN ilK rhy ies kvI nUM pVH ky – myrIAW AxCpIAW kivqwvW ienHW nwloN ikMnIAW ishqmMd Aqy SkqISwlI hn[

20 meI
A`j coxW dy nqIjy Aw rhy hn[ kWgrs dy …. rwjW ivc pihlW nwloN G`tdI igxqI q`kxw kw&I auqSwhjnk hY[ ies dy   bbwvjUd ik ij`qx/hwrn vwlIAW pwrtIAW kol vI dyx leI audwsI qoN isvw ku`J nhIN hY[

ru`q ivc Awpxw AslI rMg Awauxw SurU ho igAw hY[ Ajy q`k isr& 25-26 lok AwpxI kxk k`F sky hn[ swfy KyqW ivc vI vwFI k`l hI mukMml ho skI hY[

mYNnUM nmoSI hY ik Ajy q`k siQqI ieh hY ik mOsm dI g`l kxk dy vyrvy qoN ibnW ho hI nhIN  skdI

22 meI
lok kihx mYN mr igAw –
pUrn isMG
iksy dI imhr dw ipAwlw Clkdw jd q`k quhwfy h`Q ‘c hY – qusI jIA hI nhIN skdy

Clkdy ipAwly qy Psy hoey lIcV h`Q

kU`J qoVn dw v`l Bu`l cuky huMdy hn[ iksy mMgqy dy h`QW nwl qusIN jIx dI iebwrq nhIN ilK skdy[

jdoN qVwk dyxI h`Q ‘coN ifgdw hY

iksy dI imhr vwlw Clkdw ipAwlww-qusIN jIaUx l`gdy ho[

23 meI
svwmI

24 meI
auh nIl dy kMiFAW qy liVAw-jnOrW vWg

jMgl dy ply hoey jnOrW vwWg – aus dy isr ivc Br vgdy

bysmJI dy coA-keI vwr auh nIl dy qwrIKI pwxIAW ivc

mihrU vWg iT`l jWdw-ipMfy qoN bwrUd dI muSk DuldI pr

mYdwn coN auhdy ipMfy qy jo imSr dy mYdwnI ivc PVPVwauNdI mOq dI hmk vwlI DUV icmtdI sI-kdI nw lihMdI mYl dIAW b`qIAW auqwridAW jW isr coN jUAW KurkidAW aus dy isr ‘c Br vgdy rhy bysmJI dy coA qy dunIAw dy AnykW lokW vWg auh

26 meI
gurU Arjn jI dw ShIdI idhwVw[ Swier gurU ivc qVp sI-ibhbl ijvyN hr cIz ivc rm jwx dI ipAws zor nwl hUMgy peI mwry[ eynIAW swrIAW AwvwzW ivc myrI SrDWjlI dw ies qoN isvw koeI ArQ nhIN ik hwVH dI lUA vWg myrI rUh ‘coN swrI nmI cUs ky ipAws dy Jrny jgw rhI hY[

mYN iek vwr Pyr ru`KW dI KrvI id`K, sDrweI peI im`tI Aqy hvw dy Gwsy sihMdyy Gwh-s`B nUM ausy hwlq ivc ijvyN ik auh hn Awpxy qrsyvyN rwhIN j`PI ivc plosxw Aqy cuMmxw locdw hW[ ij`dx vI ieMj kr sikAw myry swhmxy nhIN iksy Klo skxw[ pSUAW vrgI inrl`j audwsInqw Aqy pyNfU idhwVIdwr jhy sImqpuxy dy hyTW FlI hoeI myrI huMdlhyV ipAws dI ih`k qoN cuMnI srkx vwlI hI hY[ mYN ku`qy vwlI nINd nwl r`j cu`kw hW qy myrI Awvwz dy AMdr KulHdI bwrI auqy dsqk hox hox nUM hY[

5 jUn
rwqIN lwhOr qoN iek bhuq hI vDIAw nwtk-frwmw 1981 – dyiKAw[ ieh swfy dyS dI iksy vI i&lm qoN bhuq p`KW ivc vDIAw sI[ nYiqkqw pRcwrn leI eynI SkqISwlI ivDI vrqI geI hY ik qmwm pRwpygMfw swihqkwrW dy is`Kx leI AwdrSk sI

6 jUn
BMvr

7 jUn
rwqIN jlMDroN iek id`lI dUrdrSn dw bxwieAw frwmw dyiKAw   iek ivigAwnk buFwpy dy ivru`D Koj kr irhw hY[ auh hornW jIvW dI QW Awpxy auqy hI qjrbw krdw hY[ auhdI b`cI Srwrq nwl keI ku`J iek prK nlI ivc rlw ky pwxI vwlI tYNkI ivc PyNk idMdI hY qy ivigAwnk aus pwxI nUM pI ky iek Cotw ijhw b`cw ho jWdw hY[

8 jUn
AjIb byihsI hY swD sMgq jI

Aihsws hIx AnuBvW dw joV hI jIvn nUM m`lI bYTw ey[ ieko, isrP ieko hI AwsvMdI dw AwDwr bwkI hY ik myry AMdr ies gDypx leI nmoSI Aqy AkyvW kwiem hY[ jy ieh vI nw hoey qW smJo BivK auqy koeI aumId nhIN r`KI jw skdI[

13 jUn
cwr jnvrI 1974 nUM mYN AwpxI fwierI ivc pqw nhIN iks ivSvws nwl Aqy iks rauN ivc ilKAw sI ik – ‘myrI kivqw kdy cu`p nhIN hoxI[’

hux myrI kivqw nUM bwhr AwieAW Cy vrHy hox l`gy hn pr Ajy vI mYNnUM iek Dwrmk ijhw AMD-ivSvws hY ik ieh qW ho eI nhIN skdw[ kyvl hoieAw ieh hY ik myry jIvn ivc GtnwvW dI iPqrq bdl geI hY qy myrI gRihx krn dI sMvydnSIlqw vI hor qrW dI ho geI hY[ ies nvIN iPqrq Aqy  nvI qrW dI sMvydnSIlqw dw sumyl hoxw hI bwkI hY[ ieh s`B iek nvIN SYlI dI isrjxw dw prwiss hY[

dyh nUM l`gy vYlW dI aumr hux QohVI hI bwkI hY  ienHW dI sog drI iek`TI krn ip`CoN hI ku`J ilKAw jw skygw[ ieh ipCly Cy swl mYN kdI ilKx dI loV vI qW mihsUs nhIN kIqI[ iehI Fwrs dIi g`l hY[ mYN izMdwbwd! jo kdI vI klm PV ky D`ky nwl nzm qrwSI nhIN krdw[ g`l hoeI nw? AwKr kivqw ilKxw koeI ku`qI dw sUAw qW nhIN[

“kudrq ny hr cIz ko iek kwm ky lIey pYdw kIAw hY” A.I.R Urdu Service
 
 

14 jUn
A`j Bgvwn jOoS v`loN ByjI ausdI ikqwb – pMjwb ivc kimaUinst lihr – imlI[ ies ikqwb leI mYN icrW dw qrs irhw sW[ bVI zrUrI Aqy ivSyS ikqwb hY ieh – vwk&IAq nwloN vI v`D mh`qvpUrx cIz iehdy ivc ivSlySx hY[ mYN AijhIAW ikqwbW pVvH ky DMn ho jWdw hW[ qy joS ny qW mYNnUM Xwd r`K ky vI bVw Srswr kIqw hY

15 jUn
A`j swrw idn jOoS dI pusqk pVHdw irhw

25 jUn
svyry qrsym sMGy nwl auhdy v`loN iek idny jSn dI dwAvq id`qy jwx auqy mYN qy AMbw jlMDr gey[ Apxy Porf nUM Bjw Bjw ky aus swfIAW v`KIAW duKx lw id`qIAW pr nwlo nwl pMjwb dy CyvyN dirAw dI C`lW nwl TMF vI vrqwauNdw irhw[ swrw idn sMGy dy nW qy auhdI rMgIn qbIAq ivc iB`j ky lMGwieAw[ ‘zmwny ko idKw dyNgy’ i&lm dyKI  trYktr TIk krvwieAw[ AwauNidAW lWbVy rotI KwDI Aqy jWdy jWdy sudrSn qy qrsym swgr nUM imly

27 jUn
bwsI qy auhdw iek dosq Bu`lr Awey[ bwsI sdw vWg AwpxIAW iq`KIAW qyz g`lW , KbrW Aqy socW sxy au`bl irhw sI[ mYN sweIkl lY ky Awaux leI auhdw DMnvwdI sW[

2 julweI
A`j qVky iqMn ku vjy buFI mW hrnwm kOr dw mrnw AYlwinAw igAw[ jW auhdI mOq nUM prvwngI imlI-smiJAw jw skdw hY[ auh Asl ivc EAedoN q`k ijaUNdI rhI sI jd q`k auhdy Coty pu`q l`CU dw ivAwh nhIN ho igAw[ Gr ivc aus dw sQwn auhdI ritwiermYNt dy nwl hI jWdw irhw[ Aqy bhuqy lokW dw ivsQwr ikauNik Gr dIAW sImwvW q`k hI huMdw hY,ies leI au Gr ivcoN Awpxw sQwn Kusx nwl hI izMdgI vI sukVn l`gdI hY[ jIvx dw sMgoV hr bzurg nUM mOq nwl smJOqw krn dI siQqI ivc lY jWdw hY[

GrW ivcoN dwdI l`gdI ieh buFI ibMdrwbn dyy lwgy iksy grIb mzdUr pirvwr ivc pYdw hoeI sI  qyrW cOdW swl dI aumr ivc ieh nUM ku`J pMjwbI vrglw ky jW ^rId ky ie`Dr lY Awey[ qy AgWh diI AgWh ivkdI hoeI AKIr ivc bwbw surYx isMG qy aus dy iqMn chuM BrwvW  kol ivkI[ iqMn pu`qr qy iek DI jMm ky ies ny Efw kwrnwmw nhIN kIqw ijMnw ik pMjwb dy Epry s`iBAwcwr  qy ausdy sMskwrW nUM fUMGweI q`k Apxwky

4 juulweI
A`j svyry sMGy Aqy lKivMdr dy swQ ivc swihq sBw blwcOr dy swlwnw smwgm ivc Bwg lYx leI ipMf mihq vwsqy qur ipAw[  swFy ku igAwrW vjy gVHI kwnUgoAW lwigEN ipMf jw l`iBAw[

bVy hI swlW bwd Aijhy swihqk myly gyly ivc Swml hoieAw hW[ mYN au`kw nhIN sI jwxw jy auQoN prmjIq idhl vrgy ipAwry im`qr dy qwkId Bry hukmnwmy nw AwauNdy[ AnykW horW qoN ielwvw gurSrn BwA jI nwl mulwkwq dw vI suBwg pRwpq hoieAw
 

5 julweI
svyry au`T ky blwcOr phuMcy[ auQy nhw ky nwSqw krn ip`CoN QoVw GuMmy iPry qy vwps ipMfW nUM[

7 julweI
ivAwh dunIAw nUM s`iBAk bxwaux leI v`fw swDn nhIN ikhw jw skdw – hW ieh bMdy dIAW sMBwvnwvW nUM rol ky iek gDI gyV AMdr zrUr sImq kr idMdw hY[

8 julweI
A`j k`l ibjlI qy k`t l`gI hoeI AY[ rwqIN 6 qoN 10 vjy q`k qW au`kw hI bMd ey, idny vI G`t hI AwauNdI hY[ qy ibjlI qoN ibnW AsmwnoN vrHdI A`g srIr qy mn nUM hr vyly QoQw krI r`KdI hY[

rwqIN suiqAW ipAW qoN Bwpw jI Aw phuMcy[ auh id`lI qoN vwps muVidAW Gr QwxIN lMG ky jw rhy hn[

9 julweI
A`j BYV swhb Awpxy nwnkIN cly gey hn h&qy fyF h&qy leI qy hux cu`p s`c mu`c myry leI vrdwn hI hY

10 julweI
BweIAW dy prmjIq p`pU dw k`l nUM ivAwh hY[ A`j aunHW dy Gr spIkr auqy v`j rhy gwxy ipMf vwilAW nUM aus dI kuVmweI hox dw XkIn krw rhy hn- E myrI mihbUbw, quJy jwxw hY qo jwh!

bVw bybs qy audws hW ienHIN idnIN[ Swied mYNnUM ku`J idnW leI ikqy dUr duryfy GuMmx iPrn leI inkl jwxw cwhIdw hY[ qy s`B qoN cMgw iehI hovy jy BIKI jw ky gurcrn kol ku`J idn lw AwvW[

15 julweI
v`fI qoN v`fI AwPq vI lMG hI jWdI hY[ mOq vI[ A`j mOq bwry iek ^ws g`loN socxw ipAw hY – svyry koeI ds igAwrW vjy luiDAwxy lwgy v`fI nihr auqy sqbIr, bwsI qy bldyv horW dy swQ ivc nhw irhw sW – Cwl mwrI qy pwxI dy hyTW koeI k`c jW lohy dI iq`KI cIz pYr ivc Ku`B geI[ BwvyN ipMf phuMc ky p`tI tIkw vZYrw krweI hY pr l`q dIAW JrnwhtW qoN tYtns dw S`k ijhw bixAw ipAw hY[ jy tYtns nwl mOq vwpr vI jwey  qW mYNnUM aus auqy Jorw, audwsI jW du`K nhIN[  mYN koeI pCqwvw lY ky nhIN mrWgw – pUry hoS hvws qy r`b vrgI g`p auqy AivSvws nwl mrWgw

rUh Aqy srIr dy swQW qoN ivCVn dw sdmw vI myry hOsly A`gy bOxw hY[ myrI b`cI nwl BwvyN myrw bVw moh hY pr dunIAw ivc hor vI qW bwp iv`CVy AnykW b`cy ijaU rhy ny[ ku`J vI hovy izMdgI s`c mu`c hI iek Alokwr l`zq hY qy ies nUM v`D qoN v`D husIn bxwaux leI s`B nUM Xqn krny cwhIdy hn[

15-7-82, 8:41 P.M

17 julweI
dunIAw ‘c iK`lry ink suk nUM cuxdw sWBdw hP irhw hY GrylU AwdmI

GrylU AwdmI ink suk ‘c  iK`lry Gr nUM sWBdw smytdw mr jWdw hY

GrylU AwdmI dy Ehly luk jWdw hY pUrw dyS
GrylU AwdmI isr& Gr AMdr hI AwdmI huMdY

GrylU AwdmI Du`pW ‘c luky pwrdrSI pMCIAW
dw iSkwr krnw cwhuMdw hY

18 julweI
auh hux aufdw nhIN – isr& dOV irhw hY

                     -isr& qur irhw hY

                     -rINg irhw hY

mYN qW ausy qrW hI hW

                  ip`T qy bsqw ley hoey

                  h`Q ivc lMp dI isgrt

                  pYrW ivc vwt PVy hoey

mYN     n&rq krnI is`KI sI

20 julweI
A`j qVky bwrW vjy mwnsUnW dI pihlI BrpUr bwrS hoeI jo bwd dupihr q`k zwrI rhI

21 julweI
idny b`dl Du`p nwl lukx mIcI Kyfdy rhy[ AYs vyly Swm dy A`T vjy hn[ sUrj dw mtk cwnx Ajy bwkI hY[ hyTW tI. vI. auqy nUr-ey-ielwhI i&lm c`l rhI hY[ au`qr qoN p`Cm qIk iek Swndwr rsIlI GtwA nIvIN ho rhI hY[ rwq myry cwvW nUM mINh nwl inKwrdI rhygI – AijhI Aws hY[

dupihry ig`lIN jw ky fw: qyjpwl horW nUM imilAw dvweI dy islisly ivc[

22 julweI
A`j SwmIN nu`c jI nwnikEN vwps Aw gy hn[ idny in`kIAW in`kIAW kxIAW nUM ipMfy qy jIrdw hoieAw au`gI igAw[skUl leI nvIN iemwrq leI ivAsq[

23 julweI
A`j Cu`tIAW qoN bwd pihly idn Aqy hwaUisMg borf dI iblifMg ivc vI pihly idn b`icAW dw Awgmn hoieAw[

iek K`sI jhI audwsI – DUeyN dy drKq vrgy jIvn dw bVw hI sihMdw ijhw AkyvW
Awpxy Awp qoN A`k jwxw

1 Agsq
kOx hY jo cwtIAW ivcly du`D, kxk qy kivqw q`k nUM swfy iKlwP sdw BugqwauNdw hY

kOx swifAW              h`QW nUM

2 Agsq
cMd vI iek`lw eI hY

myry vWg

qy aunHW swry gunwhgwr lokW dy vWg

ijnHW AnukUl hwlqW nw hox qy vI jIx dw duswhs kIqw

Swied cMd nUM guAWF dI AxhoNd cu`BdI nhIN

jogI swDW vWg jo hox dw mh`qv guAw bihMdy ny

swfy kolo kol vsdy vI iek`lqw ijaU rhy lokW ny

AwpxI suBwA dI ivclI swizS qoN ikqy ieauN qW nhIN

cMd ny vI is`K ilAw hovy?

ru`K jd Gusr musr nhIN krdy, qy cu`p KVy huMdy ny BwrqI SihrI vWg

cu`p ivc buJI hoeI GrW dI kqwr fwr auqy, mOsm jd iqlk jWdy hn iqlk jWdy ny jdoN

hirAwxy dy ivDwiekW vWg

gurduAwry dw spIkr jd bwxI dI QW Sor augldw

swfy ault Bugqdy
 

qw mYNnUM l`gdw hY ik  swfy Awpxy leI bxwieAw igAw swfw ieh jhwn
swfy ault Bugqdw jw irhw hY

23 Agsq
kMm jo AwdmI dIAW nsW ivc vihMdw hY

ijaUx dI kMbxI bxw

kMm iek bld hY DrqI dy hyTlw –
kMm AwkwS hY iek ilSkdw hoieAw –

kMm – kbrW dy SmSwn igrdy kIqI vwV hY  vwglw

jo zr^yz imtI nUM kbrW qoN A`f krdw

29 Agsq
A`j qoN muV ijaUNidAW ‘c hox leI iek srIrk kors SurU kIqw hY[ jy sPl irhw qW Aws hY myrI kivqw vI Awpxw lMmw rosw C`f ky myry kol prq AweygI[

dupihry lWbVy lwgy s`mIpur qoN iek mwstr jI (?) qy aunHW dw swQI b`GI dw sOdw krn Awey[ swrw idn mYN iksy prcy vwsqy iek lyK iqAwr krn dIAW koiSSW krdw irhw pr hmySw vWg hI AsPl irhw[

9 sqMbr
A`j myry jMmx dI vrHy gMF h Y- 32 swl dy ies ijsm nwl mYN l`g p`g vIh ku swl dI in`gr aumr BogI hY[ 1964 qoN 1975 q`k igAwrW swl mYN bVw qyz dOiVAw hW – iksy vI jwxkwr jxy qoN v`D 1976 s`B qoN susq pr zr^yz vrHw sI  77-78 swl mYN swDwrx ividAwrQI vWg jIivAw pr rswiexk kwrnW krky ieMitaUSn guAweI r`KI, 79-80-81 ivc rswiexk QoQwpx hor p`ikAw pr srIr dI BwSw ivc pUrI qrW guMm irhw hW – suxidAW , bolidAW, socidAW[ 82 ivc mYN ieMtIaUSn leI Pyr bwhW PYlw leIAW hn[ aumr dw nvW swl? mYN ies nUM qbdIlIAW qy pRwpqIAW leI AwDwrW dI kwiemI dy vrHy vjoN icqvdw hW[ s`B qoN pihlW myry ivc prqygI-myrI ierwdw SkqI iPr ijsmwnI qy iPr mwnisk pRiqBw-hux qyqIvW myry h`k ivc Bugq irhw hY[ cOqIvW swl cmqkwrI kmwlW nwl BirAW hoeygw – ieh dunIAw dI s`B qoN s`cI Biv`KbwxI hY[

Awpxy tweIm tybl dI AkyNdrqw nwl hoxI dy nymW qoN bc inklxw

ieh JkwnI quhwnUM quhwfw Apxw jIx b^S skdI hY[

17 sqMbr
A`j ipqw jI bIjI nUM nwl lY ky vwps cly gey hn

sqwrW isqMbr somvwr qoN c`l ky Sukrvwr q`k Aw igAw hY  AMk gixq Anuswr 1984 nUM ieh idn Pyr somvwr dw hoxw hY[ isr& do swl bwkI hn[ jy AMk joiqS dI mMnIey qW do swlW nUM iPr auhI Gtnw myrw AnuBv bxygI[ myrw Awpxy lwlc nUM vI joiqS qy Brvwsw nhIN Aw skdw[ AwpxI in`jI kwrjSIlqw dw vI mYN joiqS Swsqr bxwieAw hY  ieh Gtnw ausy Anuswr myrI ie`Cw nwl duhrweI jweygI-ausy hI idn-

25 sqMbr
mnW! kwiem ho jwh, ieh qW mwmUlI prK hY[

du`K ip`CoN su`K AwauNdw hY dI kQnI kihx vwly dI koeI pRwpqI nhIN ikauNik du`K dI pRIBwSw smyN ivc sImq nhIN[ du`K ikMnw icr vI c`ly aus qoN bwd AwieAw du`K vI pihly du`K dI siQqI ‘c rl jwvygw qy ieh lVI ijMnI mrzI c`lI jwvy A^Ir ikqy qW su`K Aweygw hI, du`K ip`CoN hor kI Aw skdw hY? myrw iek du`K jo dsMbr 1973 qoN SurU hoieAw hY kI aus dw AMq vI kdI Awpxy ip`Cy Awpxw hI ievzwnw lY ky Awvygw? mYNnUM aus dI buFwpy q`k aufIk rhygI[
Adu`qI QrQrI, jo bVy hI TrMmy Bry duswhs nwl

mYN p`k rhy AMgW qy  QwxIN qyry ivc bIjI sI, auh l`K proiKAW dy bwvjUd

GxGor PYly su`ky JVy hoey JV JV vD rhy p`iqAW dy AMnHy Fyr hyTW

au`g rhI hovygI

qUM Awpxy pqI nUM ijs aufIk nwl Xwd krdI eyN

pqY? ieh myrI hI isKweI hoeI aufIk hY

qUM ijs bwl dw qUM eynw iKAwl r`KdI eyN-ausdw AYfrY`s

qyrI CwqI dy AMdr mYN Awpxy poitAW nwl ilKAw sI

qyrI koeI vI mykAp (qyry) ichry qoN myrI dsqk dI JuxJuxI

nUM ikMJ dbw skygI? qUM aus ivc swh ley hn

ijhVI hvw myrI dsqk dI tuxkwr BrI peI sI

qyrw ijsm ik`Qy kdoN qy iks kol KuilHAw sI-Awpxy cOV cup`t drW nwl

ieh svwl hI qd bxnw sI- jy AwpxIAW s`B AwdqW, socW

qy aunHW dy p`Dr dy sxy ApxI mwx m`qI kvwrI jwn

s`B qoN pihlW myrI bu`kl ivc jy krI nw huMdI AlP nMgI

qyrw nMgyj EdoN qoN bVI hI dUr q`k GuMimAw iPirAw ey pr

pr qyry k`piVAW hyTlI for dw muFlw isrw sdw hI boicAw irhw ey

myry gu`t nwl GVI nwl…-
 

28 sqMbr
A`j qIhvW idn hY swDwrxqw ivc prqx dI Xqn lVI nUM[ iksy p`KoN kmzor hox dw qW svwl hI pYdw nhIN huMdw[

5 dsMbr
isAwly dI iek Swndwr svyr[ swhsI pMCI Ajy vI srdI dy rohb hyT nhIN Aw rhy[ pr bVy du`K vwlI g`l hY ik kW vI ienHW ‘coN iek hY kMjrdw[ nwly tr`k vI pMCI bxy iPrdy ny[ Swied ieh swfy smyN nhIN hn nw…!

koiTAW auqy Ajy vI keI GrIN C`lIAW su`k rhIAW hn[ ikqy ikqy mUMgPlI vI hY C`q jW ivhVy ivc-qy iek mYN KVw hW pihly mwx m`qy isAwlW vWg hI pr nvyN koTy dI nvIN C`q auqy[ ipCly idnIN fwierI eys leI nhIN ilKI ik byihswb A`XwSI kIqI hY[ pr qd vI ieh qrsyvW lgwqwr myrI hoNd nUM Kurc irhw hY-ieh qrsyvW hI hY jo mYNnUM Bvswgr ‘coN k`F skygw[

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